pills & you;

timecheck 1.51pm
just had my lunch with boyfy and at the same time he help me with my programming.
((:

hip hop audition later.
omgaaah !!!
im like freaking nervous.

i really hope i don't screw it.
haha.
pls pls pls :D

i need cca to kill my boredom.
i dont wanna come to sch and just do presentation and do nothing else.
nyehehehe.

hmph, aites now
wanna play cs and finish my final programming.

toodles
xoxo

location: w34k

Good morning all !

i cannot wait to meet boyfy and my happy pills again !
well, this time not volunteery work anymore
but
we all gonna work at suntec.

lol :D
cool eh? cousins and cousin'd boyfy working together.
heh :B

anw, just wanna say

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY MUHD DINIE FARIS
:DDD

i will always love you (:

update more soon.

toodles
xoxo

I LOVE YOU

(':

Phewww.
finally home.
i feel so far from home everytime i sleeptover at anyone's home
and all i want is my HOME.

cranky like always,
but i always pester boyfy on how much i want to go home.
heeee ((:

anw, today suppose to meet him
but
because he's late * like always *
i decided not to meet him and i went home after that.

tmr gonna have a part-time work
nyehehe
im gonna earn 30 bucks yaw !

and i regretted not to join the ntuc thingy that yati mentioned
coz they earn 20 bucks everytime they go prac
and since tmr the actual day, they will be earning 30 bucks.
grrr.
:XXX

this event is like chingay but small one.
and chingay also i miss it.
darnnn -___-

next time, i will be participating la.
geram aku.
nyehehe :DD

ah yes ! there's pic to be uploaded for ytd's one.
teeheehee ((:

and and and,
i hope next week jamming will be on.
hmphhh.

i think that is all for now.
upload pics at the new post aites.

toodles
xoxo

Goodmorning w34k !
:DD

woah, it is just 8:54am.
yea, early like usual
but late for boyfy .
nyehehehe :)

sorry dude!
:X

ah!
ytd had a good plus great talk with boyfy.
not really talk but somehow, confession
and
yea, im sorry for everything.

this week have been harsh for both of us.
i know.
so, ok.
heee ((:

well, class starting soon.
update more.
btw, planning to go home during second break
and
im gonna watch dearest afiq's floorball match with boyfy at sports hall later (:

GOOD LUCK BOY !
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!
YEA :B

ah, timecheck : 8.58am
location: w34k

toodles
xoxo

Bibir sack tau :B `

Baby, no matter how harsh we treat each other
no matter how cruel i can be sometimes,
no matter how bitchy i treat you

just know that i love you till eternity.
noone can change that and
no matter how far we be,
i will always stay in your precious heart.

and no matter how i hate you sometimes treat me,
you are still the greatest to me (':

i've read your blog and it touches my heart.
i know i've been unfair.
im a selfish brat we never thinks of how you feel.

just for this morning,
i am mad at you for no reason you did.
and every phone calls you made,
i get cranky and moody at you for no valid reason.

i always do things withouht a reason.
i treat you very harshly, i know.
i treat you like you're my acquitance, i know.

im mean, i know.
i am concious of everything i do.
but i havent find an aswer, why i do it?

i cnnt find any answer to it.
im still searching
and for god's sake,
i never mean to break your heart
cause you are very precious to me.

and your love make me feel more loved.
you are always there for me whenever i shed
whenever i need a shoulder
whenever i need a friend to talk to
and
whenever i need things,
you will always be there.

you know, im thankful enough to have you
and
i dont ever wanna let this relationship go.

you will always be my love (':

ps: meeting you soon, lunch pack again aites :)
timecheck: 11.35am

Yati, Ferra, Farah.
the bitches of my life :D
ah ! kak ju and yana
we gonna have another outing together again alrite? :))

say hello to the crew-which-i-barely-know
ok let see who i know aite.
Dinie, Ashraf, Farah and Yati

woah ! that's alot !
lol :D
nah, im alien there
and so if boyfy.
nnyeheehehe :x

presenting the new breaker !
Farah Lee !
lol :D
nice kan pics ni?
yea yea :))

TIMEOUT GUYS !
while yati and asraf busy doing their volunteery work
we, the three of us
camwhore dekat2 dgn mane ntah.
haha.
:P

boyfy sure happy chap :))

see, we promoting redbull somemore.
and boyfy, remember we get this free too during chingay ?
lol.
cheapskate ah kite.
nyehehe :P

ah ! formal pics la.
but wth !
we are always spastic.
just that people dont see our flaws.
kan kan kan dF ?

boooo !
:D

ok.endofstory

oh wait !
not yet,
balik went to orchard ard 6 plus
and yati got for all the six of us
fila tshirt.
yea, i wore it on mon so do bf.

thanks la babe !
i love you to the extreme !
hehe.
then we get free kfc treat by her dad !

sorry babyboy,
u went home to early.
teeeheee :))

well, monday
nothing much.
had science module.
was ok la.
didnt understand it in the beginning but i think we did pretty ok la.
kan?
NO? hmph,
nvm la.
(:

today, woaah !
stress of my life man !
thought rp is stress-freee
haha.

programming is hard.
damn really.
ok not.
after boyfy teach me.

my team, all like so busy that i cnnt seek any help
faci like , i dont know ah
but he's nice uh.
then, i suddendly emo .
i also dont know why.
i cengeng abit kan.

but then meet bf,
still cengeng.
then he sayang2 me.
he always very sweet uh :)
and yes, noone can ever have someone like him.

not only this but his good at more other things.
lol :D

then taught me about codings and all
and waaalaaa !
i get it straight.
nail it baybeh !
hehe.

today emo day abit la.
and somemore, went home alone
boyfy went for the hip hop.
so yea )):

i was suppose to stay but mum ajak follow her.
so no choice but to follow.
ah beside,
straight after school went to lib with love
and we play COUNTER STRIKE.
woooohooo !!! ;DDD

well i played that game since i was 11 years old.
but then stop halfway.
now continue again
but pro alrdy la !

can kill more than 3 terrorist tau!
dont play2 hor.
hehe ((:

hmph, ok la.
i think this post will bore u abit.
but, happy reading
fellow blog-hoppers
who happen to hop at my beautiful, gorgeous and simple blog !
nyehehee :D

muackssss.
happy wednesday yaw !

toodles
xoxo

* sorry boyfy, i snatch this pics from your previous blog ((: *

read the title.
yes, i miss watching boyfy grooves.
i dont know how many times i told him this
but i just want people to know !
haha :DD

i love supporting you, you know.
watching you dance make me proud, you know.
i love giving you hugs before you perform, you know.
i love giving you motivation when you're nervous, you know.

hehe.
i miss those
which leads to missing you dancing ! ):

why u have to be the ************ ????
i cannot wait for the audition to be over so that i can come down to your performance
and watch you dance
and i'll be standing somewhere at the corner of the wall watching you secretly.

well, i hope i got in too
so that, you know
mayb can dance together.
lol.
berangan sekejap lah okie.
((:

ah wells !
i just miss you la !!!
and im proud of you no matter what
so dont give up okie love???
(:

ok. enough said.

toodles
xoxo

Saturday, 12 april 2008

so we went to the Lyrids Star Party held in RP
but after that we went off the East Coast Park to see the planets and meteor.
we made a few friends, yea three year 1 guys.
haha.

It was fun to spend time with boyfy
i thought there will be not many people
but wth, quite a few
those geeks yaw.
hehe ((:

i had alot of fun la.
like totally.
heh.
and i hope boyfy too ((:

then on the sunday was the most tiring but worth it la
we had morning walk
well, its actually finding our way home
cause the bus will be leaving very late

plus, boyfy had a jemputan with his fam
so haveta go home alone
so he sent me home.

we walk2 just to find the bus to go bedok and there take 168 to go back woodlands.
sempat mkn otw tau.
hehe.
coolness la.
with boyfy everything will be beautiful ((:

so yea, it was an interesting event
and yes
WE SAW MARS, SATURN AND JUPITER
BUT SADLY CNNT SEE THE MOON CRATERS )):

NOW, im thinking of joining RP astronomy club also.
nyehehe ((:

TODAY

RP having SLA open house.
and yes, i sign up for HipHop
im going for the audition on the 29th april
that is like two weeks from now.

well, i hope i can get in..
i didnt join coz bf asked me too
well that one of the reason but i also wanna grow stronger as a dancer.
i do cheer and dance somehow, but cheer is like particularly cheer je.

get me???
hah.
nvm.

so yea (:
cnnt wait to meet boyfy later.
heh (:

and im kinda paisey la
coz all his friends there.
grrrr.
malu akuuuuu -___-
hehehe.

casey's audition is on 29th too.
so yea.

hmphh.
i think thats all.
and yes, i got thousands of pics.
but i upload some je ok.
at the next post alrite?

and yes, im late for school today
grrr.
teeeheee.

ok now.
got to go.

toodles
xoxo

Hello silly belo people !!!!
heh (:

im happy
sha lalala
blablabla.

yes, despite the arguments in the afternoon with boyfy
( only he knws it and yes, that uncle. tskkk )
meeting with him again is never a regret.
heh (:

it makes me happy
though i feel so uncomfortable and scare, somehow
but with him, everything shine like rainbow.
teeeheeeheee :B

ok, lets just forget it
and think happy moments together ...

TOMORROW WE'RE GOIN TO THE STAR-GAZING-FEW-HOURS-CAMP.
NYEHEHEHE
I HOPE CAN GET CE POINTS LA.
HAHA :P

i so cnnt wait la, can?
heh.
super excited.

another lunch pack and dinner together again!.
and a set of extra clothes
and other things that i can think of later.
hehehe ((:

anw, just wanna let u knw
boyfy NEVER fail to light me up even if we quarell or watever sort it is.
sometimes, lack of understanding la
but this always happen, right?
so i take it as personal experience.

* i sound like doing presentation now *
thats the cause of doing too much presentation and its only the first week
and i become like tis.
hahahah ;DDDDDD

boyfy, go online nw plssss.
need to talk abt something.
heh ;)
* finger cross so that he can agree to me this time *

i think thats abt it.
not sure if there's any pics.
oh got !!!
upload some other times la.
very the lazy u knw.

ah, im happy to have azmi and farhan around (:
cause, we can form banddd.
nyeheheeh ((:

aites people.
tkcr yaw.
and goodnite.
have a great weekend :DDD

toodles
xoxo

i really dont know what you mean.
but
i hope this will make you happy .

i love you always (:

goodnite.

OLLLA !!! :D
guess what?!
i had a perfect day today.
nyehehehe ((:

woah, im really bless to be in this class.
wth !
besides having a funkylicious class,
i have my dearest boyfy to accompany lunch.
and, we HAVE LUNCH PACK BY OUR MOTHERSSSS !

MUAHAHAHAHA.
ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW HAPPY I AM.
it feels like im in just primary one again while boyfy in primary two
bringing our lunch pack and eat together.
how cute kan?
lol :D

ah and yes,
today's module is abt culture.
more like Social Studies topics, abt war basically.
listening to miss gwen make me miss my miss sharifah )':
heh (:

anw, besides that,
class makes me hype.
im looking forward to everyday.
very excited la.

get to see the makcik kinah, kecoh ray, sexy voice casey, mamat akmal and zulhilmi
then andy yg bising, leonard and justin yg step brother mane, then mak nenek yus, hazirah and munirah, i also mak nenek la. we all together2.
and yes, everyone is having FAN FAN club.
FAN FAN is my china guy fren, OUR fren, and yea.
haha.

everyday im looking forward to meet this bunch and share happiness together.
presentation may be a bore but with them, i think it will never get worst.
hehe.

i think i talk too much.
no pics taken in class
but soon la, a promise. !

now pics me and boyfy,
ENJOY YAWWWW !!! :DD

headless. wakakaka

OUR LUNCH PACK !!!!!

OOPS, forget to turn the pics clockwise. heh (:

muke slenger ni lagiiii -___-

he took this already (:

ah, his posing la people !!!

errrrrrrr * shhhhhh *

Shiok-sendiri moment :B

then, went to play carrom.
battle of the SEXES yaw !!!!

he haveta arrage them ((:

while i cam-whoring jap ((:

and then,
HE LOOOSE BAYBEH !
SO ARRANGE AGAIN !!!
MUAHAHAHAHA :PPP

WOOOHOOOO !
DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME OKIEEE.
* I CHEAT ABIT LA, NORMAL :DDD*

MUKE SEMEMEK, DAH BORING ASIK KALAH JEEE.
HAHA

After class at 4 plus,
continue playing carrom again.
haha.
we are the nerdies laaaa.
tsssk

AND THEN, WHILE PLAYING THE THING LA* IDK WHAT TO CALL IT*
JATUH UNTIL KAT BAWAH.
SO THE HERO GO AND PICK IT UP ! :B

BY THEN, HE MENANG ALRDY.
AND SO I MERAJUK ABIT LA.
HAHA.
MENYAMPAHHHHHHHH -_____-

AND MATI2 WANT TO WEAR MY CARDIGANS.
TSKKK
NOW LOOK LIKE GAY MATREP.
HAHAHA

SO YEAA.
that's about it.
heeee (:

im a happy girl yawww !!!
however,
boyfy got terrible headache which makes me worried.
siggggghhhh..

i miss him alrdy ):
ah, i think he's angry with me cause i blog for so longgg.
darnnn.
how?how?how?

ok dah.

toodles
xoxo

ps: boyfy, i'll always love you and i miss seeing you dancing (:

Hollaaaa !!!! :DDD
im home early today.
yes, cause boyfy not in school.
and im HUNGRY !!!!
LOL :DDD

between, i had lots of fun today.
though the modules is quite boring, i did enjoy .
heh (:

and yes !
OUR FACI IF PRETTY LA BUT SHE'S QUITE BORINGGGGG.
)):
sad thing right? if she's funky , i bet everyone cant wait for next week.
lol :D

anw, we had a small and tense debate in class.
but then everyone start to loosen up abit.
thank god.
or else, kecohhhhh .
haha :P

and i fell so diff w/o goin to school with boyfy.
heh.
so boring otw to sch.
but wth.
classmates are so LOVEDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!

damn ! i really dont knw how to express this.
but i love my classmates la.
plus my SEG -mates.

AZURA !!!!!
HAHAHA.

went home together, but after tat she continue walking to cwp
while i went to 911 bus-stop.
heh.

i cant wait for tomorrow !!!
cant wait for more fun yaw !!! :DDDD

ah yes.
break w/o boyfy is a bore.
coz most of my peeps went out for their break.
wth !
the class is damn quiet, i tell u.
heeeee ((:

anw, boyfy went to play soccer or wat uh.
im not so sure.
hope he's fine and everything. (:

and my ppd is low.
that just suckssss. -____-
heeeeeee :B

i wonder what to wear tmr.
just got a comment from andy saying " wah, today you wear very lady-like, so girl-girl, so feminine"
-_____-
tskkkkk.
heeeeee (:

i think thats abt today.
hope there will be more fun tmr !
heh :)

ps: true what zee said, rp-ians are nice people. and babe ! i agree with you yaw ! :D
I JUST LOVE MY POLY FRIENDSSSSSSSS :DDDDDDDDD

and yes, school will be much more fun if my bestfriend were to be in same school as me and we can do the RJ together and do stuff together.
chatting with you, make me miss u alot more.
though there are times you may forget about me, there never once i forget about u, even i talk to boyfy about you.
i wish we can meet up again and talk like there's no tomorrow.
and sit at the carpark in the middle of the night, with the breezy wind blowing our faces and watch at the shiny twinkling stars. i really miss you, Farain ):

toodles
xoxo

im in classs !!!
gona start third meeting,
doing presentation alrdy !!!

raaaah.
but we finish everything.
so can chillllllll abitt.
heh ((:

cant wait to meet boyfy after sch.
heh heh (:

ah ! yes, im upset ytd night.
but somehow, after second break
im fine alrdy.
boyfy my medicine la , i think.
haha.

td went lunch with him.
super fun.
disturb each other.
heh (:

hmph, k
update more laterrrr.

toodles
xoxo

just as i thought my day is going to be fine.
yea, its true what boyfy said just now.
we laugh too much, sure we'll cry.
yea, i shed tears abit.

cause you know why?
the first thing i reached home dah kena nag.
like wth la !!!!

its not like im goin to some club or wat.
im with my rp shirt somemore.
if they feel insecure me goin to school, then dont make me go school.
woah, i really feel like speaking vulgar here
but i can think of boyfy to make me happy again.

im really pissed uh.
and told mum, im gonna go for cheer training soon after they finish this competition this sat.
and know what was her response?

" nak join ni boleh blajar tk? "
then i said, " asl tk boleh pulak ?"
and she replied me in higher tone " jgn ckp je boleh, nnt blaja mcm mane?! byk sgt activities"

then i was like,
what the hell is wrong with this woman la.
im not trying to be rude but i really cnnt tolerate.

mum, youre so not used to controlling me.
and why is the need now?
you know how pressurized i feel?!
i cant barely do anything anymore.
is it wrong to act like my age?

im 18, for goodness sake la !
give me some privacy man.
i really cannt take it la.
if you dont like me staying here, then why dont just send me to kl even after i pass through DAE.

youre the one who said to the rest
" we have to let them have fun"
and now, what youre doing to ur own daughter????
huh?!?!

you're torturing her !
damn.
i really cnnt believe im talking like this abt her.
but i really cnnt tahan alrdy.
i look at the other friends, having fun with their parents and have an understanding mother.

but what i have????

where has the understanding mother i once had gone too????
damn.
i knw this is sinner.
but i really have noone to vent too.
all boyfy will said is, be patience.

mayb he can, i knw he can.
but i cant, thats so not me.
im really not used to this.

damn being eighteen is much more tougher than being thirteen.
sigh.
im really pissed off.

and second issues,
go fixed that damn comp la!
i really dont like ppl use my lappy.
this is so annoying.

I NEED SOME F****** PRIVACY PLEASEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!
DAMN LA.
erghhh.

and they wont use like few mins tau.
it will take hours.
i cant barely do anything with my lappy.
damn la. really la.

i really cannot tolerate it alrdy.

goodbye.

listening to: Church - T.Pain

Holla !
heeee (:

currently im in school lib,
just finish doing my RJ.
school was ok,
class was fun.
exciting la today.

tmr hopefully will be another day of happiness.
heee.
during breaks meet up with boyfy,
im so happy get to meet him everyday.
:D

then before doing our work,
we took some pics.
so ENJOY ! :DDD

that's about it.
can see how happy we are?
hahaha :DD

I LOVE DINIE FARIS TO BITSSSSSSS :DDDD
HEH (:

AND YES, LOTS OF CUTE GUYS
BUT NO CUTER THAN MY BOYFY (:

OK NOW.

toodles
xoxo