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Monday, April 7, 2008

just as i thought my day is going to be fine.
yea, its true what boyfy said just now.
we laugh too much, sure we'll cry.
yea, i shed tears abit.

cause you know why?
the first thing i reached home dah kena nag.
like wth la !!!!

its not like im goin to some club or wat.
im with my rp shirt somemore.
if they feel insecure me goin to school, then dont make me go school.
woah, i really feel like speaking vulgar here
but i can think of boyfy to make me happy again.

im really pissed uh.
and told mum, im gonna go for cheer training soon after they finish this competition this sat.
and know what was her response?

" nak join ni boleh blajar tk? "
then i said, " asl tk boleh pulak ?"
and she replied me in higher tone " jgn ckp je boleh, nnt blaja mcm mane?! byk sgt activities"

then i was like,
what the hell is wrong with this woman la.
im not trying to be rude but i really cnnt tolerate.

mum, youre so not used to controlling me.
and why is the need now?
you know how pressurized i feel?!
i cant barely do anything anymore.
is it wrong to act like my age?

im 18, for goodness sake la !
give me some privacy man.
i really cannt take it la.
if you dont like me staying here, then why dont just send me to kl even after i pass through DAE.

youre the one who said to the rest
" we have to let them have fun"
and now, what youre doing to ur own daughter????
huh?!?!

you're torturing her !
damn.
i really cnnt believe im talking like this abt her.
but i really cnnt tahan alrdy.
i look at the other friends, having fun with their parents and have an understanding mother.

but what i have????

where has the understanding mother i once had gone too????
damn.
i knw this is sinner.
but i really have noone to vent too.
all boyfy will said is, be patience.

mayb he can, i knw he can.
but i cant, thats so not me.
im really not used to this.

damn being eighteen is much more tougher than being thirteen.
sigh.
im really pissed off.

and second issues,
go fixed that damn comp la!
i really dont like ppl use my lappy.
this is so annoying.

I NEED SOME F****** PRIVACY PLEASEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!
DAMN LA.
erghhh.

and they wont use like few mins tau.
it will take hours.
i cant barely do anything with my lappy.
damn la. really la.

i really cannot tolerate it alrdy.

goodbye.

listening to: Church - T.Pain