pills & you;

*` i wish i could turn back time and look how happy we were back then *

i dont know if we're cursed or wat
but
i can sensed that we're growing apart.

i guess being in the same school is a wrong options.
meeting frequently lead to arguments
i really think this is true.

i just want a normal us.
but i think no matter how hard you tried to change it
it will remain as it is now.

its too late
to even look back
cause we've seen so much of us
that we forget who we used to be last time

i can remember i said to my cousins
why couples always quarrel
and now i know the reasons
i wish i would have wait to go into serious relationship
but at the same time,
i feel fortunate to have you

im not regretting
i just dont know how to explain
i hope i could really turn back time.

seeing you in your secondary school uniform is much more pleased
than seeing you grow to become a man.
i want to grow up,
but there is something that make me feared.

and im still searching the guts to say.

im sorry for everything.
oh god, i hope i wont shed.

location: w34k
plug in to : Avril Lavigne - When you're gone

love, Ferra