pills & you;

* `the make-ups my creation, the pose, the picture and seeing kids made my day *

honestly,
i was a little upset
call me petty
but i really am.

i dont know what i did wrong
oh, prolly i dont understand you
and yes,
i agree so.

i know im being irritating and everything
but
let's just say you sometimes at fault too.

and dont say sorry
and
after tat do it again.

ahh, remember
you said that to me.

oh wells!
now listen to me for once,
i think you dont care.

just agree with me.
for once.
dont deny it.

yes, you will go against this
but
i will keep this to myself.

and going to cousins house ease a little
yes, i had fun
dollin the small kiddos
and you know,
back to old days
crap with the happy pills
and just talk like nobody cares

me, my usual self
with loud voice and
lame stupid craps all over again.
i miss those days.

oh darn,
i need to get some rest.
im super exhausted.

good luck for tmr's

goodnite fellow humand
and sorry to keep buggin you fellow readers,
with my i-dont-know-how-many-post-per-day thing.

love, FERRA