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*` i wish this to last *

Dearest DinieFaris,
im super sorry sayang sorry for everything hurting you and make you cry despite you want to meet me. i dont know how i want express this but im really sorry. trully, from the bottom of my heart. ive made you cry, thats a mistake ive made you hurt thats another mistake ive made you stop doing something you love thats the biggest mistake and in total im a fraud. im the most selfish brat on earth. how could i ever hurt a precious heart of someone i truly love? that is so sadist. and im really really sorry. oh god. i dont wish to break down i tried to be strong, but i think your tears make me teared and i dont know how im goin to do for presentation. oh god. love, i promise not to whine again so please please please do not quit hip hop. im begging you. and please please please don't stop loving me. please. im really sorry. i always make things worst when you try to make things all better. im super sorry im sucha bitch. im so so so so so so sorry. love, please forgive me this time round please? i love you till eternity i wish to see that heart-melting smile once again i want that warmth hug again i couldn't ask more but just to see you smile. i love you.