pills & you;

*` thank you for bother reading my blog and still care, i love you too (: *

dearest bestfriend,
i miss you alot
and
your msg make me thinks that im being loved by you still
(':

and thank you for those who care
and
show me your careness and kindness.
im totally fine.

told you im not going for class right,
and i met boyfy for awhile to take my cash
and i cannot help it to held the tears.
im not trying to be emo or what
but i dont even know why i shed.
and its alot.
heeee (:

i told myself that i dont wanna meet him
but
eventually, due to some circumstances
we have to meet somehow.

and yea,
im fine after that.
like always uh.
duhhh ~
:)

i followed him to book his last driving lesson
before he go for his test this coming 24th.
and i had fun though.

but still
the dissapointment comes
when he have to go for his dance practice
AGAIN, i know.
yes due to that momentum event.
grrrr.

the last he said was,
" try not to bad mood "
i said " insyallah "
cause my feelings is unpredictable.
you know, i can change out of the sudden.
only those close knows la hor.

anyway,
i cannot be selfish
and
i understand
but i just cannot accept the fact that
that la.
i dont know.

ok, forget it.

tmr culture UT.
damn
-___-

alrite now.
i better get going.

ah, he didnt msg me
even after he asked me to msg him
can you do the honour first?
and when i msg him,
he didnt even reply.
yea, dance prac.

shesssh.
toodles

location: my small and cute living room
plug in to: James Blunt - I Really Want You

love, FERRA