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Sunday, May 4, 2008

woah.
on the phone with boyfy now.
and its been ages since we last talk on the phone together.

due to firstly, my prepaid low.
nyehehe
secondly, we reached home, we're too tired to even do anything.
thirdly, i think cause we meet to often already.
lol :D

anw, i had agreat talk with him just now.
yea, some sort of confessions time
cause, he look so tired and moodless,
if there is such word la.
haha.

and love,
u really look like some zombie walking at town with no those tired eyes
and you know,
your eyes can tell a thousand stories.
and don't try to hide every feelings and doubts you have.
it is well showed.

furthermore, youre not those who likes to look gloomy
and
the dinie faris i knw once was,
a very cheerful and happy go lucky ones.

yes at times, i knw you're angry and all
but,
i think many things have tired u too much
and i think, u really cannot take it anymore.
atleast, for now.

i know im at fault
and yes, im selfish sometimes
and stubborn too.

dont worries,
im well aware of all the mistakes that ive done
but changing them, will take me ages
coz i find it very hard to change for someone better.

its my nature
but
i will, for our love's sake.

so that this relationship will get better each day
and yes,
noone can even ruin them.

not even those spammers.
be mindful of that aitess ((:

and love,
please please please please please tell me each and every single things
that is bothering you.

i want to feel needed and special.
i want to know how u feel.

i dont wanna be like those typical gfs out there who just care about what color of shirts to wear today,
what to shop for each other,
and whatever whatever la.

i want us to be more than tat.
in a sense that,
you know.
we become more closer.
knowing how we feel each day
and those problems we face.

be it,
probs within us, our family, friends or watsoever.
i told u before,
i wanna make this relationship happen.
so in order to make it happen,
we need to talk more about personal stuff.

i dun wanna go ard and say yes, i love u
but i know nuts about u.
you know what i mean right?

i bet those who are serious with their relationships,
know what i mean.
im not trying to pull u down,
but instead to strengthen ourselves.
our relationship which mean most to me.

talk things out can really clear my doubts.
really.
or else, ill be wondering every now and then
especially those unnessary things.
that will be not healthy at all.
heh (:

like i've said many times,
no matter how many people try to bring us down
it wont happen as far as im concern.

im true to u,
and if ure really true to me
then i bet, nothing can ruin this r/s.
so i hope, it will remain strong and happy till ever (((:

sorry for being abit emotional.
i can still remember vividly boyfy's face just now.
how tired , exhausted and lethargic he looked.
no seriously,
i bet everyone agree with me.

and love,
you really need a good rest.
and i'll try my best not to waste too much of ur time on me.
hehe.
and pls pls pls pls have a good sleep before sch starts on monday.

it sadden me when i look at u like that
like some lost soul,
and it pissed me off too, when u act like u dun normally act.
and im sorry.
coz my emotions are uncontrollable sometimes.
heh heh ((:

alrite now, enough of this
or else, the spammers will be happy to read this kind of post.
shesssh.
dah sah, bdk2 suke jage tepi kain org.
tk fhm sudah!
lol :DD

anw, had a great day with boyfy today
though starting2 abit boring
and i knw how u felt, to loose something so precious (':
i wont remind u of it again, insyallah.
heh.

alrite now,
need to bath
then talk to him on the phone again
and
need some surfing to do.

nyeheheh.
toodles

and dinie faris,
I LOVE YOU (':

love, FERRA (: