pills & you;

i told you i do not want to meet you
but
you insist too
so serves you for keep asking me to listen to you.

you want me to listen and understand you
but
even that i think you cannot do.
if you understand me,
you wont want to force me to meet you
coz, you know i wont talk.

but since you want to get that "nasty" treat from me,
well suits you then
i don't care.

and yes,
im tired and cranky
so why keep pester me?
by asking me many times you already pestering me.
tskkk.

and yes,
i knocked-out just as i reached home.
i was darn tired and sleepy
since in class.

and mind you,
im still paranoid by you
and i dont wanna meet you tomorrow
heck whatever you wanna say.

im offf now.
and yes,
keep doing your things.

and yes,
i wont rely on you to do things anymore.
and i think,
im so used of not having you sending me home.
so i want this to be a practice.

and i think you becoming more irritating,
honestly.
geees. do something about it.

bye.

love, FERRA