pills & you;

i wonder why every little thing i do,
i get blame.
there is nothing that i do,
can be at least appreciate.

you know,
that sadden me most if someone that you love did that to you
i guess, they didnt know us that well... afterall.
and erm, it feels so sucky.

and just as i think, things have get back on track
some things crop up,
and it makes a big mess again.
sound frustrating right?

yes, definitely it is.
i hate every moment of that feeling.
it feels like as though we're the one who cause it all
but in actual fact the other party that make the matter worst.

ahh, i hate this feelings
but i think i have to deal with it.
and guess, i should stop whining?

but heck la,
why bother so much when all we get is a total dissapointment
after what we have did, right?
darnnn.

i wish i was wrong on this
but i think, im right somehow
i think i have too much confidence in someone
that i get this back in return.

ahh, i wish to turn back time.
gaaahhhh.

ON THE OTHER HAND.....

First day of school was ok la, i supposed
heeee ((:
had miss gwen lesson and she never failed to brighten our monday morning though
and with today's topic about alien nations,
i think we did ok.

and i really wanna watch chronicles of narnia: prince caspian.
)):

hitting the sack now.
goodnite bitches.

love, FERRA