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Thursday, June 5, 2008

This is a poem and a drawing
tis is specially for my darling...
Two full nights spent on this drawing
shadings in its eyes, legs and wings....

See this butterfly up in the sky,
watch it as it flutters by....
I am sending u my butterfly,
A metamorphosis same as i...

Its hard to contact someone that is very far
especially someone that u truly care for...
So when u see a butterfly so free,
think of its beauty and u'll see me... =))

----- directed from dinie faris ------

----- Je t'aime ----
----- kimi o ai shi teru !! -----

08/8/2006 5:27 pm

i dont know why im missing him so so so much
probably because of just now
i just want to be with him and hug him tightly.

you know
the feeling of not wanting to let go
that is what i feel right now,
this seconds.

im scared of loosing him
and
though he said many times he loves me,
its not that i didnt trust
i trust him alot

its just that im scared if one day
we have to be separated
in any way,
im scared.

and mind you its 3:33am now
and i cant sleep cause i feel so insecure right now
if can i want to forbid him from playing soccer after wat have happened to his uncle
but tat will be way too much la.
i dont want to control him, never.

i hope he doing fine.
i dont know what is happening there,
but i can feel the saddness
and i just feel so close to them
i dont know why.

i hope my love doing ok,
please dont cry anymore
and you know i love n treasure you alot right.

i wanna live life to the very fullest
with my loved ones, specially.
im so worried now.
and yes, boyfy havent sleep yet
thats make me even worried.
im scared he will worn out by tmr ):

i just feel like tearing,
i dont know why.
dont ask for reasons cause i really dont know
i just feel like it
and at this instance,
i wish he is here to hold me close to him and hug me tightly
so i will feel safe.

but i cannot be selfish alrite,
i need to let go some of this feelings.
and yes,
i still cannot sleep though he msged me to sleep early.

i need to hear you and
please let me hear you even if its for a second please.

goodnight
and
i love you muhd dinie faris (':

location: my single bed
timecheck: 3.40am
plug in to: Samsons - Bukan Diriku

love, FERRA