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Keep it clean people (:

Girlfriends (:

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

*` my favourites ; the daily dosage of them,
will always lighten up my practice days *

thank you girls
for suprising me with the small strawberry cheesecake
(:

it was really nice of you all
to suprise me!

and every practice with you all
is very fun
heeeee.

I LOVE YOU ALL, CAN !

and boyfy too,
for playing along with their plan
and i really don't know if you know about it or not
lol :D

don't worry, i love you as much
:P

cannot wait to go second break with all of you
(:

that's all for now.

location: w34k, RP
timecheck: 10.31am
plug in to: zul's hardcore song
-_-

Love, Ferra
:D

Happy Birthday Mama !

*` i hope you had a great day today
and hope all your wishes come true (: *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
:DDD

today is my mum 41st Birthday!

and and and
i hope she will have a great day today
even though dad will be returning back to KL,
there will still be us to celebrate your birthday,
so don't worry
(:

* still i hope dad will be going back tmr ): *

and yes,
that is all.

ps: im trying to kill some time and thoughts of waiting going to the loo,
i need to do the HUGE BUSINESSS ever
:DDD

Love, Ferra

This Is Dedicated For You dF <3

Sunday, July 27, 2008

the most perfect 18th birthday present every girl dream off,
is to have a free ride from their love one
and to have special attention given and
to be treated like a PRINCESS.

Thank You Muhd Dinie Faris for fulfilling my wishes,
and the gifts was way too much for something like this
but still, nothing can beat my handsome boyfriend ((:

I love you so much
and i appreciate everything that you have done for me
and today is the day that we have been waited for so long
and yes, you make my birthday and my first ever anniversary in my whole life verymemorable.

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY HANDSOME BOYFRIEND
:DDD

&&&&

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Ferra
Happy Birthday To You !

Finally i reach the legalhood,
and a year older doesn't mean much
but i've gained more fruitful experience
and i've learnt alot of things.

and yes,
this year is much more meaningful then past few years because
*cheng cheng cheng *

my dearest boyfy take me for a ride
he fetched me at home
and yes,
i told him this will be my best gift ever
and he said he is taking the bus
but then,
he suprised me by showing the car's keys.

and so, im the most happiest girl today
:PPP

so from my house, we went to
yishun,khatib,back to woodlands to al-amin to have early dinner,
thinking off heading to pasir ris but boyfy decided to take me to town,
orchard to somerset to plaza sing to esplanade to vivo to mount faber to east coast to pasir ris and back to woodlands ((:

pheww, thats a long ride
and yes,
he didnt know the way
but with his smart brain
he get to find our way to wherever.
teeeheeee :DD

and so enough of this,
let the pictures do the talking aites
(:

these are the gifts i gave for him,
the home-made book from me to him is for our Anniversary
and the headphone is for him as he get his Driving License
:P

and i drew that ohkie!
haha
and thanks aziean for saying i'm creative
well, i never do such thing before.
so proud of myself.
LOL :DDD

and this are the gifts from him to me,
this card was paste on this converse shoe box
thinking my present is there but nahhh ~

inside of that box contain this,
Gotcha !
boohooohooo
i've been punked!!!!!!!!!!

and there stated that he will bring the present to me
if i do one thing for him
and that is,

TO PLAY THE PIANO FOR HIM!!!!

omgaaaah!
how can he do that to me.
i was so nervous and only god knows i havent been touching that piano for ages.
and yes, i have a piano at my house.

and he's making use of it.
tsk -_-
and the vid is with him.
i hope its only for personal use.
dah tak talented, very karat already
nyehehehe ((:

and after all this vid recording,
present giving,
he suprised me with the car
and so he started to drive me around after few minutes sitting inside the car
deciding where to go first.

and yes, that's the EXCITED ME
who is very jakun!
haha
and my boyfriend don't look like a beginner at all.
teeeheeeheee :P

ahh, sempat pose lagi.
tsk -_-

after a ride at yishun to find the SPC to fill the fuel tank,
we head back to woodlands
to have an early dinner at Al-Amin.

random.

us, waiting for the foood baybehhhh!

and then in the car at the traffic junction,
red light so snap a quick pic
and this was when we just reached town
(:

yes, time nearly magrib then we reached there.

again.

and again,
dah besar dah budak ni.
hahaha :DD

at Mount Faber
(:

set the timer
and there the pics goes.

i love you aloooooootttttt !!!!

from the top view

again.

and that pic was taken while he was driving me home already
):
and i have to miss him again...

and wait,
while we at mount faber while the timer pic was taken,
he suprised me with another HUGE GIFT
which he kept at the boot.

this HUGE CARD come with a HUGE PRESENT !
WANNA KNOW WAT?
READ MORE.
HEEEE (((:

AND YES, THAT glitter is glow in the dark
and that pic show a boy n girl hugging
(:

oh boy! ,
i got a shocked+suprised in my whole life
never i received such a HUGE GIFT BEFORE !
hahahah

ENOURMOUS SEY
TERKEJUT MAK!
HAHAHA

TAAAADAAAAA !
MY VERY OWN DREAM TELESCOPE!
HAHAHA.

OHMYGOD!
I WAS REALLY SUPRISED YOU KNOW.
I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO BOUGHT FOR ME THIS
AND I SAW WITH HIM AT TOYSRUS,
AND IT COST A BOMB LA!

BUT STILL HE BUY FOR ME?
THIS IS TOO MUCH ALREADY.
AND I ONLY GOT FOR HIM WAT?
SOMETHING VERY SMALL AND CHEAP.

WELL,
THANK YOU SAYANG
FOR GIVING ME THIS HUGE GIFTS
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
IM GONNA OPEN IT WITH YOU,
SO YES...

i know to some of you its nothing la,
i told my dearest bestfriend about it,
and she was so suprised too.
no words could express the feelings i felt just now,
all i can say is thank you and i love you alot

and he keep on asking me which gift is better
him or this telescope
still my answer will be HIM !

noone can ever replace you sayang.
i love you alot
and thank you for making this birthday a very memorable one.

i feel so blessed and fortunate and contented (:

and so that about it.
im a happy girl!
((:

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY SAYANG,
FINALLY WE MADE IT THIS FAR
AND SINCE 2004 TILL NOW,
MY HEART STILL BEATS FOR YOU
:DDD

and to those who wishes me,
thanks a million
i really appreciate that
(:
i love you all

and to dearest farain,
though ure not able to join us
there will always be next time
and thank you for everything
i love you always (:

goodnight lovers.

Love, Ferra
((:

9 more hours to go :D

Saturday, July 26, 2008

*` nine more hours till i turn eighteen,
and what is more exciting is that nine more hours to our first dear*

and well,
im so excited you know.
hahaha :D

i'm not so excited about me finally reach the legal hood
but
im very excited about us turning first tomorrow.

cause you know,
i didnt expect us to stay this far
and yes, my first to have a long relationship
so that explains the excitement eh!
heeee ((:

anyhoos,
pics for yesterday prac.
and more of them but with the other girls
(:

*me, joaane, aminah, mimi, elaine*

* and so the three of us coincidentally wore the same colour combination
but i wore the opposite colour ((:*

* rey you really look like an uncle on the bike,
and you just spoiled the pic :D *

so that's about it.
heeee ((:

im still excited
and
fyi: i havent bath
LoL :D

alrite now,
gotta do some work for the boyfy
((:

Have A Happy Weekends !

Love, Ferra ((:

treats,

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

*` the boy with the UGLY SIDE OF PENELOPE! ,
and the girl with the retard face *

finally im done with RJ
just a min ago,
damn, it was one hell of a RJ
i should agree with that.

five more days
till i turn legal
and that amount of days
till our First Anni.

and i still havent got anything for love
and
i seriously got no idea
well, there's something on my mind
but im not sure if time permits me to do what im thinking of doing for him.
well, something memorable
i supposed
(:

alright now
i need to hit the sack
only god knows how sleepy i am
damn,
i miss cinta fitri again!
-_-

GOODNIGHT !

Love, FERRA
((:

golf ball eyed.

i wake up early in the morning,
thinking everything will be normal
but i was wrong
i almost forget what i've said.

damn the hp's alarm clock,
i was late for UT
and this damn lappy give a the most hardest time since yesterday
i think it takes like 30 mins to load the software all luh
and thanks to it,
i have to do my UT on a paper.
-_-

and erm,
i forgot to bring my lunch box
that i've packed.
damn it.
ahhh, how can i wake u late !
grrrrrr
://///

till here then,
i really feel sleepy
and my eyes like a golf ball
memalukan masuk class.
and i think im going somewhere after school.
i don't feel like goin larry's lesson.
):

goodbye.

DinieFaris can DRIVE !!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

*` i know soon you gonna take me a ride to the highway,
where there's noone except the two of us *

alhamdulilah,
im so greatful to allah
for making the love of my life the most happiest living person on earth.
although he lied to me saying that he fail earlier in the morning until i finally meet him at 5pm.
but i know, he just want to suprise me !

but love,
you know you can never play trick on me.
i know how you will react to every little things
but im really happy for you though i didn't really show it
((:

so soon,
you gonna pick me up from my house
and go for a dinner?
teeeheeeheee :D

and though i'm feeling abit moody
due to the comin menses cramps
i didn't talk that much otw home with my loverboy
just cause i got no mood.
hahaha

i'm so stupid,
i know.
ok shutup!

anyhoos, im fine now
and love,
thank you for baking me brownies again.
and next time we bake together ok
let's bake cupcakes or something else alrite?

and love,
im so proud of you!
teeeheeeheee (:

i'm just so excited can!
tadi moody, skrg baru nk excited!
tsk
terbalik betol ! :P
lol
* i know, i'm a confused women *
nyehehehehe

i wonder what his parents will say
i know they're gonna celebrate his success
heeee
chey finally somebody graduated from the driving school.
lol :D

alrite now,
till here.
need to get my finger busy clicking that handphone of mine.
(:

toodles
and
GOODNIGHT!

ps: dearest dinie faris, remember your promise if you pass? hahahahah.
tak sabar dude !

love, FERRA
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Final Driving Test.

*` i know you will do the right thig this time,
i always have faith in you *

boyfy's test today
and prolly he's having the TP test now,
so GOOD LUCK love.

i hope he do it this time,
but
i'll still be proud of you whatever the result is
(:

i love you.

ps: chatting with my 5n1 babies, Fyda-Nurul-Su ! im so happy to talk to them again!
:DDDDD

Love, Ferra

Swisshotel The Stamford

Sunday, July 20, 2008

many Saturdays was normal
but this Saturday was absolute love
it was filled with fun and laughter
and seeing all happy faces
makes us euphoria - 19 july 08

so there the groovy 70's goes.
i had the most fun and i bet everyone does
laughing our ass off to the botak emcee freaking funny jokes!
hahahaha :D
and it was really enjoyable night can!

and the best part was that,
before we went for the dinner
i went to boyfy's house first
so i brought few of the clothes that i think can suit the theme
so that he can see and choose for me.

i tried few of them at home but i didn't know which one
but end up boyfy's like always,
choose for me what to wear

and had lunch with his parents and all
watched tv with them.
and i had fun.
heeeee ((:

but sadly abang harith ( boyfy's sis bf ) cannot come
and we got two of boyfy's cousins to tag along
so still ok la.

and erm,
i hope everyone had a great night
nyehehehe.

so let the pictures do the talking aites.

dF claimed i look like the Sandy- Grease
-_-
and this is so not groovy at all.
* teeeeeeeeeeet*

i don't think i even wanna wear this,
so scroll down more to know
what i wear.
lol :D

he and my belt,
thinking he look like one samurai.
hahaha
more like teburai can ?!
ok shutup !

taaaadaaaa!
i dont know if this suits the theme
but heck la!
lol :D

and yes, credits to Zakiah for taking the pic for us.
heeeee ((:

and errr,
OUR SHOES.
boyfy snapped this.

and yes,
this is his beloved parents
such a loving couple ((:

and snapped by dF too.
just as i was walking back to the table from the stage.
- aisey -

snapped by his mom,
thank you aunty for inviting me to come.
i sure have alot of fun laughing my ass offf.
:DDDD

time to go home now,
in his dad's car otw to woodlands
):
and yes, pic together with his mum.

alrite now,
everyone was taking their nap
so do we.
(:

and goodnite,
HOME SWEET HOME !

OK DAH HABIS !
heeee ((:
but that's not all.
still have more with his mum
in her digi cam.
hahaha.
and so my saturday turned out beautifully

and now waiting boyfy to reach home
cause they having performance at Kalllang.

till here then.
GOODAY BLOGREADERS !

ps: boyfy you always look good in whatever you wear or do and i will always be proud to have someone like you and i hope to see you laugh like yesterday more ! :P

location: my small living room
timecheck: 12.18pm
plug in to: James Blunt - Annie

Love, FERRA
:DDDDD

second time.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

It feels so good to be with all of you
and thank you for brighten up my day
especially when i had a hard time during the first half of the day
I love to spent more time with them
and thank you dearest boyfriend for not giving up to make me laugh
I LOVE YOU TO BITS (:

today another visit to SGH
but there is more people
unlike ytd where's there was only
aunty & uncle, Boyfy and myself

today got his uncle's fam,
his sis
and some other relatives too

no doubt,
i had so so much fun
that i really don't feel like going home
yes, this is very honest though i didnt mention to dF
(((:

and erm,
i just love his fam can !
haaaaaa :D
and please take care of yourself uncle alwie (:

so today after presentation,
i went home to change and then went SGH
it was a rushing one
cause we don't want to be late and thought can spend more time with boyfy's fam

and this sat will be the dinner outing
but i overheard aunty said probably they cannot come
due to boyfy's father condition
))):

i'll be ultimate sad if that's the case
and even boyfy want them to be there
i just wish by sat everything will be back to normal
heeeee :P

don't worry
all of us will pray for your safety and health ok?
especially that charming son of yours
nyehehehe (:

anyhooos,
tomorrow gonna have enterprise lesson
darn -_-
i wish for more exciting days to come.
lol :D

till here then,
and thank you dearest dinie faris for sacrificing your tiredness
just to sent me home even though we left SGH at 9pm
(:
Thank You Alot

GOODNIGHT LOVESSSSS.

Love, FERRA
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Singapore General Hospital.

Monday, July 14, 2008

*` i wish i had more of the fruitful quality time spent with you
and your beloved family *

Take care dearest uncle Alwie.
and i know you can go through every obstacles
cause i know you're strong just like that son of yours.

mayb i don't mean alot to you all,
but at least i get to feel the 'father love' from you
since my dad is away
and now mum is away too
so that means,
boyfy's mother will be my 'mother'
haaa , at least for the time being.
lol :D

i just miss my parents so much,
that i wish i had more time with boyfy's parents.
(':

everyone will wish you a good health ok, uncle?
so don't worry so much
and everybody loves you
especially your beloved wifey
:PP

so back to today,
i followed boyfy to visit his father at SGH
and it make me miss my parents alot la.
haha.
well, did i just mention that AGAIN?!
oh, skip that !

tmr got larry's lesson
but not sure if im going or not cause boyfy goin sgh again,
i think

and i really got to come for tmr's cognitive !
haha
though im expecting lots of comments from the class or faci
but wth!
lol :D

alrite now,
i need to get my brain back to RJ
darnnn.
-_-

wat the hell am i suppose to say.

goodnite pretty.

ps: thank you for the enjoyable day dearest muhd dinie faris,
i love you alot
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

love, FERRA
(:

lunch at banquet.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

*` meeting fyda again reminds me of my secondary school days,
those laugh and getting sad together and how we celebrate the end of O's *

so had lunch with fyda over at banquet
should have ask susu panda, syikin expert and nurul pooh to tag along
but its ok.

so there's quite alot of cathing up
we talked abt the girl in fyda's and my class.
lol :D
so merepek la they all, kan fyda?

anyhoos,
planned to come over boyfy's house at pasir ris
to bake together
but last min change of plan
cause one of his idk who passed away.
so its ok.

next time though (:
ok loverboy?
i cannot wait too, you know.
teeehee.

oh and this coming saturday probably
gonna have dinner with his family
and idk where yet.
so yea, cannot wait
i miss goin out with boyfy's fam.

oh and something happened at banquet
and i don't think i wanna eat sambal fish anymore
):

because of the sambal,
now im gonna loose one of my teeth.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
very irritating :/

school's tmr.
darn.
tues got larry's lesson.
wed prolly goin far east im going to get new shoe/sandal for myself.
and i really want to buy those adidas and baby phat shoe.
its online anyway,
so korang don't kpo.
:DDD

anyhoos,
till here
i need to do somemore online shopping.
nyehehehe.
oh and yes,
i got this home-made cookies's blog from my aunty's blog
it look so tastyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!
:PPP

ok. bye blog-hoppers.

love, FERRA

shithead.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

talking to someone else is much more better than you
cause i know
i'll get uncontrallable
):

thanks Farain for hearing me out
when i need someone to talk to
and what you've said made me somehow,
have a much clearer mind.

i swear, i love you
(:

yellow nails.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

*` i swear i miss those times without any nagging, scolding, arguing
and so on and so forth *

i really feel sick
and
i really don't feel like coming to school
but since there is UT
i still drag myself to w34k just to take the goddamn Ut.

it was raining heavily this morning
and i feel as though
the man above really know how i feel
and so everything get so gloomy.

this morning was the best time for me to continue sleeping
and don't think about anything else
but just to be alone.

oh and sorry cause i really don't feel good today
and
im not doing any work either.
this just so sucks la.

goodbye.

timecheck: 10.38am
location: RP,w34k
plug in to: Annie - James Blunt

you.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

*` i hate this feeling but i feel it so strong *

i think you're tired of me already
and
i can really feel it.

but whatever happens,
i hope you're happy
(:

and i know, everything begins with me.
i really don't know what was i thinking.

ahhh watever la ehk.
i really cannot be bothered with all this anymore.
its so irritating
and
i really don't know whats right and wrong anymore.

i really don't understand
why in the first place
i even think of getting into relationship

ps: i think im down with mental sydrome and i dont fit you well cause whatever i do is beyond my control but still i persist on doing it.

love, FERRA