pills & you;

*` it felt like yesterday when there is nobody i should care for and everything i do,
i'll do my own way *

one word,
and it tells me alot about you.
oh though i know its my fcukin fault,
you dont have to fcukin fcuk me right?

ahh wells.
guys.

to girls out there,
never entertain guys who is sucha pain in the ass
especially if they are your boyfriend.
oh that just so suck
if you have to apologize to them.
hurhur :X

and like you said
that i ONLY CARE FOR MY DAMN SELF,
then be it.
if that what you only see in me.
then you can jolly well
FCUK OFFF.

and i know this is harsh,
and i can be much more nasty if you want
and i know you can be even nastier,
but i think i dont give a damn anymore.

i wish i never have met you
but wth!
i cannot believe i have to go through all this shits
and like i told many people before,
relationship do sucks big time.

and here i am,
experiencing everything that most of all the people have experienced.
ahh this just so sucks.
and i miss the old playful days.

but still,
i cannot brag about it.
cause i love everything about you and i love this relationship as much as i love you
and i dont wish it to end anytime soon.

ahh, shut.
i better go lighten up myself chatting with some friends.
goodbye.

ps: if you have doubts about me still, just a slight note for you that my heart only know your name and it beats only for you.

timecheck: 10.33pm
location: my computer table
plug in to: secondhand serenade - fall for you

love, FERRA (':