pills & you;

*` i hate this feeling but i feel it so strong *

i think you're tired of me already
and
i can really feel it.

but whatever happens,
i hope you're happy
(:

and i know, everything begins with me.
i really don't know what was i thinking.

ahhh watever la ehk.
i really cannot be bothered with all this anymore.
its so irritating
and
i really don't know whats right and wrong anymore.

i really don't understand
why in the first place
i even think of getting into relationship

ps: i think im down with mental sydrome and i dont fit you well cause whatever i do is beyond my control but still i persist on doing it.

love, FERRA