pills & you;

*` no words could express how i felt to be accepted by them,
and it feeels soooo soooo great *

so yesterday we had our first singapore flyer ride to the top of the world.
lol :D
and all of us had fun,
sure we do.

boyfriend claimed the day was perfect for him,
cause we get to take the ride
play the games
eat alot of food
and most importantly he spent his day with me and his beloved mother.
nyehehe ((:

i'm happy that his happy
and so after we finished with everything
his mother decided to go home
and invited me to come over, so yea.

we leave the place around 12 plus,
and then we went to west plaza * if i'm not wrong *
cause his mom wanna do some grocery shopping
and after that head to his house back.

there we just chill,
watch dvd, eat and just chilll la!
hahaha.

and around 9 plus,
we went out as they wanna send me home
and take his father's things from his friend.
so yes, i had lotsa fun.
nyehehe ((:

and reached home,
i bath and then switch on the home computer for awhile to chat with my hip hop friends
but then i was dead sleepy and my computer stuck like helll,
so i just off the current and went to bed,
didnt even get to read any msn msges.

and then my hp also give me a hard time.
haha
when i woke up i was wondering why i got no messages.
so i send gd morning msges to my boyfy
and woallaaah!
i received about 10 text messages ,
most from boyfy and one from marsh
and all the yesterday msges.

idk wat happened also.
lol :D

and to marshy!
sorry okie, i really didnt knw you message me msn and hp.
and i texted you back this morning but no reply.
heeee ((:
i hope you girls had fun, though.
i misss youuu alll.
lalalalala :DD

so yea, that is all.
and i got hundreds of pics in my hp and
there's more in boyfy's mom hp and her digi cam.
so wait till that boy send me the pics.
heeee (:

for now just enjoy some pictures.
nyehehe

someone so genius,
take his own photo step candid gitu.
haha

awww,
the mother and son,
so sweeet ehhh?
nyeheheh ((:

and yes,
to end the post and to end the day
we got this photo snap at somewhere in the garden of singapore flyer.
hahaha :P

so yes, i think that is all.
and tomorrow will be the start of fasting month!
woohooo!
ramadhan baybeh!

and i hope i can go through all the hardship this month,
with dance and everything
insyallah!

so everyone,
SELAMAT BERSAUR & BERPUASE !!!!
TEEEHEEEHEEE ((:

gooday lovelies.

Love, Ferra
:DDDDDDDD

*` it feeels as though i'm standing on the ground,
all by myself *

today is suppose to be a special day
but it just happens to be just like any other ordinary days.

but unlike any other ordinary days,
i get to stay home today and not having any dance.
like finally!
geeees.

my whole body aching real badly
due to reggae dance yesterday
and larry's head/hand stand and side freeze thingy.

though i didnt do it except for the side freeze,
but i'm damn tired
since the yesterdaysssss.
and today at least got to rest at home
and i knw all of my crewmates are resting well,
i hope.
cause tmr might have another meeting.

ahh well,
i ain't complaining.
just letting out some thoughts/feelings
watever they call it.
darnnn.

anyhoos,
HAPPY 13TH MONTHSARY MUHD DINIE FARIS BIN ALWIE
(:

ok gooday everyone.

Love, Ferra

*` it is time for me to get my dancing shoe on back,
after so many years and i'm gonna get busy grooving *

currently my life revolves around just with dance
dance, dance, dance
and since it is a holiday so we can still prioritise our dance.

but when school re-open
we all gonna get busy with
dancing, schooling and other commitments.

im having lotsa of fun though,
i ain't complaining
but i think this is like a big change in me.

i used to be just chillin at home
and now i have to go for dance
EVERYDAY.
note: EVERYDAY, except weekends.
and im sure im gonna get nagging from my mother that is, SOON.
hahaha :DD

and yes, later i'm gonna have dance from 1-8 or so?
i dont know.

i just wanna say a HUGE SORRY
to all my girlfriends
Su, Fyda, Mar, Nurul they all cause i cannot go out with you all due to DANCE tat day.

and to my w34k,
i know you guys have planned alot of outings
and today at Seoul Garden right?
im so so so so SORRY i cannot make it,
cause i got DANCE.

dance again?
i know.
i'm lovin it but it's just that i have to let go of many things
and i know
my crew still need to do alot of things
and we need to do it fast

i wish i can split my body into half or something so that i can suit everyone
but heck no
and so, im sorry to those beloved friends of mine who is readin this post
that i am not able to go out with you guys and have fun
cause i need to do alot of work here
choreo, formation, songs and blablabla

i hope you all understand alrite?
i seriously wanna go but
i just cannot.
sorrrrrry (:

and so till here then,
i need to get ready for dance later.
tskkk -_-

Last but not least,
HAPPY 20TH OR 21ST BIRTHDAY AS !
HEEEEE
((:

ps: i hope you guys have fun and don't forget me hor ! happy holidays !

love, Ferra
((:

*` i wish there will be more humble people,
so that we can live in a very peaceful place *

call me a slow, loser or watever
but i just get to see this video
when i was bloghopping.
hahaha

and i'm sure this video is one hell of an inspirational video
and
with that kind of appearance come a great talent
so superbly that it makes everyone's heart melts and
even the greatest judges are suprised !

seee,
never judge a book by it's cover
cause it just proves us wrong in some way or another.
woaaaah.
((:

so everyone stay humble!
lol :D
i wish sooo.

alritey,
tmr gonna have another meeting with the crew.
update more soon.

Love, Ferra

*` my gorgeous pink baby-g,

will be my favourite one right now *

so dad suprised me by buying for me,

that sexy pink watch.

heee ((:

well, im a happy girl you see

because i lost two of my another baby-g watch that he bought for me too last time.

and finally, i got another baby-g watch from him again

and hope this time round i won't lost it again

or i wont get anymore.

hahaha :DD

anyhoos,

im so exhausted yet excited for tomorrow.

haha.

cannot wait for dance.

alright till here then,

update more soon ok lovelies

((:

goodnight !

Love, Ferra

*` i wish i had more quality times with you,
and please don't go back so fast cause i'm gonna miss you very badly again *

so my beloved dad is back in singapore
but most prolly another two days or so,
he will be goin back to Kl
with mom together, i think.

and i'm left alone again
when bros working
and noone to accompany me when i sleep at night
):

i wish i could freeze the time
so that we can have more happy moments together.
ahh wells,
lets not get too sad now.

on another hand,
junior debut performance will be coming soon
and we are left with approximately 3 weeks or less before showing the seniors our crew routine and everything.

i hope everyone get serious when comes to this,
cause you need to be discipline if you wanna be somebody.
and i hope every of my crew members cooperate with each other,
and well hope there's no difficulties or watsoever during team discussion.

so let's get working alrite ?

see you all tomorrow then.
goodnight fellow blog-hoppers.

ps: thanks boyfy for supporting me even if i'm not sure if you're supporting cause what i said is true or just because i'm your girlfriend. heee (:

timecheck: 1.17am
location: on my not-so-comfy single bed
plug in to: the sound of the mini 'aircon'

Love, Ferra

i wish i had no brothers.

asshole.

*` please say you will never stop loving me,
though both of us sucks sometimes *

i love you
Muhd Dinie Faris Bin Alwie
:P

Love, Ferra

*` even if it is the half-face of yours,
you will still be my favourite (: *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARSHY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

finally my pretty girl turn seventeen
teeheeheee :P

even if i'm not the first one to wish you
but i hope seeing my msg enligten you,
at least during your busy time.
((:

well, since you're the first person im closed to when we first in hip hop
i hope we will forever be close
cause i love you!!!!
hahaha.

OK L.A.M.E !!!

anyhoos,
i hope today you had fun celebrating it with your family or friends or watsoever
and we gonna celebrate together soon,
ok pretty ???

ps: stop saying you boncit. enough said
:P

and i put tagboard as requested by many of my friends (:

Love you always, FERRA
:D

i'm just worried for you
and now i don't feel good.

i just love you too much,
muhd dinie faris bin alwie.

(:

*` if i had my one last wish,

i would want to stay happy with you till forever where they sky is brighter than yesterday *

i wonder why you have not been texting me.

is it because of those words from me,

you got so sensitive that you didn't bother to sms me first?

do i have to always make the first move?

i feel like as though i'm in someone's state before.

do you always do this?

do you always make us makes the first move?

i hate doing this.

but i have to

because you're my boyfriend

if not, i wont be bothered.

i hope you sleeping soundly,

cause i don't want anything bad to happen to you

though my words can sometimes be hurtful

and i accidentally splurted all those unneccesary words.

i better get going now.

goodnight lover.

don't let the bed bugs bite you okie?

gosh,

i just cannot shut my eyes.

GOODNIGHT !

timecheck: 1.27am

location: my small bedroom

plug in to: the sound of the fan and computer

Love, FERRA

i regret coming to school,

total waste of time !

*` cherish your everydays with the loved ones,
even if you have to show your flaws *

to shown your flaws
or being flawless,
it is all up to you

but for what i know,
what is the point hiding them and
it is sam as you're not being truthful to yourself right?

anyhoos,
that is not the point.
the point is that,
we had fun!

haha.
we spent most of our every seconds together
and i'm sure we're the happy humans.
heeee ((:

today we feel all drama queen
expecially when we switch on to music and watched sembilu 2 at my crib
it was the most awesome day ever
lol :D

i shall post boyfy's vid for being freaking semangat singing to awie's song
hahaha.

and yes,
he had dinner over at my crib and
stayed till around 10pm
well, with mom at home definitely.

oh, BE RIGHT BACK
wanna watch Cinta Fitri

- off i go now -

backy!
heee ((:

ohmy.
saturday is national day and i dont feel like celebrating it.
fireworks or what,
i dont care.
-_-

and tmr,
i cannot go for dance.
tskkkk,
mum wants me to follow her go hospital
to see my granfather.

sighhh,
and next tues will be the end of sem 1
and few days after tat,
im going off to kl
and i will be missing dance prac again
how annoying.

and i wish i can stay there for few days only
and back to singapore again
this is how irritating being the youngest at home,
everywhere parents go must follow

i dont feel like eighteen
but
more like eight years old kid.
grrrrr

alrite now,
im offf
boyfy on the phone with me
wanting me to off this lappy
ni lagi satu bdk, ngade2.
hahaha

goodnight
:)

Love, FERRA

*` i never been so scared of loosing a boyfriend,
but with you i feel very insecure and i know you feel the same way too *

i had a pretty rough day earlier this morning till in the early evening with boyfriend
i dont know what's gotten into me this morning
one second i can be very loving towards him,
another second i get so angry and pissed with him.

and though, we had some arguments
im glad you didn't do the thing
THAT YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO DO!
or i never forgive myself,
and im sure if that's happen
i will be a lost kid in town finding her way home.

love, i will always repeat this even it takes me a zillionth times to say this
i can never leave without you

(ps readers: if you feel im being very mushy2, then don't read ok? heeee. in the mood ah! )

back to the topic,
you know i love you every micro seconds
and it's very hard to be far apart from you cause, we're too close that i dont know what to do if there is no you beside me.
and it feels very very awkward without you beside me.

and yes,
i know i depend on you every seconds
but i really cannot help it
i cannot even stand on my two feet anymore,
unlike last time
and i bet miss bestfriend will know what i mean,
right Farain?
she went through all my problems and happiness together with me.
heeee (:

Love
i promise, i will never do such thing again
even if i want go out with guys,
i'll ask you first ok?

and readers,
he's not being over protective
but enough to be the most caring boyfriend who takes care of his girlfriend
cause thats what my family have asked him to do,
to take care of me cause he's the closest person to me.

i wish i did not even make him angry
but,
i think i have 'step on his head'

i've been misused his kindness, love and patience
whenever i scold him vulgar and all,
he will remain silent and try to calm me down
i really feel guilty.

cause i never failed to hurt him
but he,
always trying hard to make me smile even on my lowest day that i dont wish to talk to him.

tell me,
you quarelled with your boyfriend
and you went out with your guyfriends
and i mean, all guys

who would forgive such act right?
and he even fetched me even after i said i wanna meet him
he went to town just to see me despite being dissapointed and angry at me

and i mean,
who would go to such extent to forgive their girlfriend easily after she lied to him and blablabla
i know im being sucha biatch,
but this is the point.

he still care,
and if he scold you,
its not he hate but he love you
and that is why he do such thing.

now, that's my boyfriend
not being over protective, but being protective
and trying to keep his promises and
to protect his girlfriend as long as he can.

now i understand everything alrdy.
and yes,
i know im being so childish most of the times.
cause i was so pampered and spoilt,
i know i know.
:))

and i'm grateful to have such boyfriend.
now, who will regret?
only sick-ass -_-
lol :D

to muhd dinie faris,
i know you have given me unconditional love
and i know it is not easy for a guy to let go of their egos just to entertain their childish and spolitbrat girlfriend like me.
but you prove everybody wrong dude,
you've been the most patience guy on earth, at least beside my loving father.
heeee ((:

i love you alot more each milliseconds
and
i hope that you feel the same way too
teeeheeeheee :P

alrite now,
let bygones be bygones
quoted by boyfriend.
what past, is past.

he's sucha sweetheart.
get what i mean now?

no? ok, need to learn from me more.
lol :D
joking.

GOODNIGHT !

Love, FERRA
:D

*` a perfect date comes with a perfect timing
with a perfect gift of all human being *

long time ago,
there was two human being who was very eager to try out their new telescope
and so they went to climb up the high mountain
just near the girl's house
just to see if they can spot any pretty little twinkling stars
and hopefully moon

and so yesterday their all time dream come true,
it as though they are fated with one of the brightest star twinkling in the dark universe
so the boy tried to zoom in the lenses and all
trying hard to catch a glimpse of the star in the universe

to their suprises,
they are indeed very very very excited and happy
as they turn and zoom and adjusting the telescope,
they got the stars
they saw it !

they saw the bright stars which doesn't look like any ordinary stars
but it was circle and bright and doesn't shine
and we have learnt that if it doesn't shine
well, it means that it is an another PLANET IN THE UNIVERSE !

but they was not sure if what they see if true or not
and they saw the smally stars that scatters in the dark universe
and when they tried to see another stars in the sky,
those stars doesn't look like the first star they saw
and now, they are abit sure that it wasn't star afterall
and mayb its a PLANET.

at least, that is what the girl choose to believe.
and so they are the lucky human being in WOODLANDS
LOL :DDD

and now,
let the pictures do the talking alritey?

These are the EDITED ONES

& now comes the REAL EFFECT

do not think differently,
the weather was really hot

chey, like pro only !

let's skip the retard face
:P

trying to be cheeky
:DDD

random snapshots 1

random snapshots 2

and then these two acts like as if they are in COUNTER STRIKE WITHOUT WEAPONS
except BINOCULUS AND TELESCOPE !

DOPE KEPE !
HAHAHAHA

' CT SPAWN VERSUS TERRORIST AT THE OTHER BLOCK '

i look like Walle.E eh?

biase, muke selenger
:X

chey! my turn to be the astronomer

SAY CHEEEEESEEEEEE !!!!!

and they we're getting tired of standing up and try to locate whatever planet/stars/moon we can see in the sky,

so we decided to do more cawhoring
lol :D

alamak!
muke apek lu terror ah bro !
DASYAT !

and then dah penat,
not last but the much more nicer pics to end the afternoon camwhoring.

and then we wait and wait and wait
till we saw the first brightest star at around early 7 pm.
and stop the camwhoring for awhile,
cause we were so eager to see the first star !

and taaaaadaaaa!
HAPPY FACES OF MINE!
WHILE BOYFY IS TRYING TO USE THE LENSES TO SEE THE STAR IN A NEARER AND CLEARER VIEW!

PHEWWW, TIRING I TELL YOU
BUT INDEED FUN
(((:

i need more of these,
and mum thinking of having saturday out to ECP
and she asked boyfy to drive.
lol :D

if you people refuse to believe what i've saw and experienced
it's up to you
but i always tell the fact of the FACT !
nyehehehe
:P

alrite now,
i need to do more editing.
and cannot wait for Hip Hop Lesson
(:

GOODDAY !

Love , FERRA
:D