pills & you;

here i am bloggin again.
i simply got nothing better to do.
for your info, i've gained weight and getting darker!
tsk -_-

and the weather here is so hot
i feel like bathing every seconds.
hurhur.
lame, i know.

between,
tonight i'll be going back to Banda Aceh to fetch my bros
actually my intention not to fetch them.
i dont want to go, thinking about the eight hours journey from here to there.
omggggg.

but since my beloved atuk asked me too
and he gave me money for bus tickets,
i have to go.
and he want me to see all the tsunami places,
cause that day is not enough.

and i think yesterday,
had earthquake at banda aceh.
im so scared.
haha.

anyway,
im lazy to blog alot.
i had my face and hair done yesterday at aunt's saloon.
gratis ( free ) !
heee ((:

till here then.
im bored and hot.
and hoping the internet connection won't piss me off.

toodles.

Love, FERRA

first day in Indonesia.
i reached here at Banda Aceh around 5 just now.
glad to reach here safely.
somehow i miss my parents and my cousin Ira,
but the most i miss dearly is, you-know-who.

i miss that boy oh-so-very-much.
but i bought prepaid here ,
so still can sms him.
heee (:

i think within few hours i've spent quite alot already.
i treat cousins at Es Teler Restaurant,
and then i bought kartu ( prepaid ), play arcade and got la a few more.
hmph.

tomorrow then i'll be going back to Langsa,
to meet the rest of my relatives.
my grandfather, aunts/uncles and more cousins.
now my 2 girl cousins stay here by themselves.

and their place was where the Tsunami striked 4 years back?
i was quite excited and asked alot of questions just now.
after seven years of not coming here,
everything have changed.
and first day i've ride the bike with them w/o wearing helmet!
scary or wat?!
lol :D

grrr.
i miss my darling boyfriend, dancing and my barbie girls and my dance mate.
i wonder if they all miss me?
well, don't think so.
haha.
but sure mr boyfriend miss me alot.

just few hours ago i was at Malaysia, Kl
now im at Indonesia, Aceh.
haha.
and soon on the 3rd or 4th, i'll be in Singapore.
hmphhh.
i misss SINGAPORE !!!!
))':

currently i'm at warnet ( internet cafe ) with my cousin
cause her place no wireless so cannot use her lappy.
i wish i can play pet society or most importantly chat with all the lovelies in Singapore.
heee.

alrite till here,
i think im going to update often
cause my aunty own 4 warnet at Langsa, so i can play them for free for how many hours i like.

and yes, my aunty getting married on the 19th
excited can?!
it's been ages since i saw people here getting married.
i forgot how the culture is.
hurhur.

oh boy! i misss dinie fariiss!!
i just cannot help it
and lucky i got Betsy to accompany me at night.
at least that will make me feel bf is closer to me.

ahh wells, till here then.
im gonna sms dearest boyfy.
heee (:

happy holidays people!

Love, FERRA
:P

*` i wish you could fly with me to wherever i go *

finally the weekend kicked in
and
that means,
IT'S HOLIDAYS!
:DD

three weeks holidays for me,
and probably i'll be going back to Indo on the 19th Dec.
insyallah (:
i miss my cousins so so so much,
and wish to see them sooon.
:PPP

well, i've packed my stuff
parents in Jb now,
will be meeting them in few hours soon,
and going to have dinner together
and be sleeping over at nenek's house in Jb.

tomorrow will take our stuff,
and pooof!
offf we go to Kl.
though i cannot wait,
i'll surely miss my bf and my bestfriend and my roomate, Paka.
((:

hope i have a safe journey there.

and yes,
i've read the SGC blog
they want us to perform for Christmas show at Taka
i so want it and i want to contribute to Dancework 09 too,
but how?

i'm not gonna be here this holidays.
urgh, saddd
)):

anyhhooos,
im kinda lazy to update blog these few days
to idk what kind of sydrome i'm down to.
but yes, im lazy.

alrite,
till here then.
too much to tell but so lazy to type.
-_-

toodles
and
HAPPY HOLIDAYS, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
* in advance *

and yes, pet society is the new sex

Love, FERRA
:PPP

*` today i feel what those children feel celebrating raya without parents with them *

i feel indeed sad,
cause my parents not here
to bring me to grandmama house.
im sure there will be delicious food for us,
but i cannot go.

parents in kl,
and mom coming home on the 15th dec to fetch us
and then we will be goin kl
on 19th prolly will be going back to Indonesia.

and i've been waiting to go back,
cause its like been ages since i went back there.
im sure everything have change.
boy! im excited
:D

but but but,
now since im involve in Dancework' 09
i'll be doomed.
-_-

i seriously dont know what to do now,
as in both is important
but i will give up dancework just to go back,
i know i can commit only after the three weeks holidays
and i think i'll be missing alot by the time i come back
):

ahh wellls.
we'll see how.

anyway,
mom said i don't have to go to grandmama house
since she celebrating today at her JB house.
and im thinking of following boyfy,
but then i feel like i will be the odd one out .

my aunts all are busy,
some in JB
some in Singapore but then,
confirm they have their own plans.
grrr.

and bro in Jb
thanks okie.

i'm officially a LONER!
haha.
Paka just left for work 30mins ago.
sighhhh.

till here then,
i try to do something later.
toodles.

btw,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA TO ALL MUSLIMS
AND
ENJOY THE FEAST!
:DD

Love, FERRA
(:

*` you never fail to make me feel like a kid once again *

today had a mini dance audition
it is to select who to join danceworks '09.
well i just gave a try to it.
but there will be a pre-select again on wednesday.
so still gotta try hard.

i am tired
and i got new game for me to spend my time with
especially when i'm home alone
at least that will keep me company.

and boyfy is playing bowling with his other secondary school mate at downtown east.
so i'm not sure if he have finish or not
they had this 'bowling championship' thingy every year.
and i wonder why of all time and day,
why must be today and at night?
haha.

can't they make it like on the weekends or something?
or earlier or so?
hmphh, boys.

and yes, i am not sure if he at home or not
cause his hp batt low.
so i guess i haveta wait for his call then.

and while waiting here i am bloggin,
just finish playing my new favourite game
and gonna take a shower soon.
and i think i'm gonna lie down on my bed and wait for dearest.

it's almost 12 now,
i better get going.
that boy better be home soon!
:D

GOODNIGHT LOVELIES (:

Love, FERRA