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*` today i feel what those children feel celebrating raya without parents with them *

i feel indeed sad,
cause my parents not here
to bring me to grandmama house.
im sure there will be delicious food for us,
but i cannot go.

parents in kl,
and mom coming home on the 15th dec to fetch us
and then we will be goin kl
on 19th prolly will be going back to Indonesia.

and i've been waiting to go back,
cause its like been ages since i went back there.
im sure everything have change.
boy! im excited
:D

but but but,
now since im involve in Dancework' 09
i'll be doomed.
-_-

i seriously dont know what to do now,
as in both is important
but i will give up dancework just to go back,
i know i can commit only after the three weeks holidays
and i think i'll be missing alot by the time i come back
):

ahh wellls.
we'll see how.

anyway,
mom said i don't have to go to grandmama house
since she celebrating today at her JB house.
and im thinking of following boyfy,
but then i feel like i will be the odd one out .

my aunts all are busy,
some in JB
some in Singapore but then,
confirm they have their own plans.
grrr.

and bro in Jb
thanks okie.

i'm officially a LONER!
haha.
Paka just left for work 30mins ago.
sighhhh.

till here then,
i try to do something later.
toodles.

btw,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA TO ALL MUSLIMS
AND
ENJOY THE FEAST!
:DD

Love, FERRA
(: