pills & you;

*` if it is meant to be that way, that i'll be willing to let it go *

Happy 18th Monthsary,
before it is too late to blog.
it was suppose to be two days ago entry
but wth.

connection always got lost
and i just have things to do.

boyfy bought me the cadbury chocs
that i've been wanting for quite sometimes.
heeee.

and he also got me a PSP!!!
wooohooo!!!
:DDD

hahaha, kiddding.
his family bought for him the PSP for his birthday
but i'm the one that have been hooked up with it.

and this is Paka, my roomate.
and we celebrate our 18th with her as welll.

and today she started school,
so far she said school is fun.
i hope it is fun till it last.
((:

and im sure she can make alot of friends with her mulut like mak nenek
heeee :D
kan paka? kan?
aku rindu kau sangat2.
hahaha .

and then, around 1-2 pm plus
we baked brownies.
dinie, paka and me.
but it was his work
kite cume kpo2 je dekat situ.
hurhur ((:

the not baked yet brownie.
heee.

and me and paka yang lebih2 want to put the glitter thingy.
just for decoration.
hahaha :D

and then at night boyfy brought us to Al Amin
and we had our dinner there.
heee ((:

and yes, this is my lovelies hamster who lighten up my heart when im down.
currently there is 5 babies and 1 mummy.
i want to sell away 3 of the babies and the mother.
this might be sad but i need to separate them before they make out
and i dont have enough budget to keep them all and buy their cage.
so whoever interested kindly tag me aite.
((:

1 baby = $10
1 mummy = $15

leave a message and i'll get back to you.
thank you so much
and i hope there's someone to buy them cause they're still young and fresh
and easier to take care off.
and yes, they are not smelly at all.
heeee ((:

till here.

GOODAY.

Love, FERRA

*` it have been ages and i wish time could stop when we're all together *

so my saturday was splendid!
went over to aunty's house
and at night we head to marina barrage.

there's too many pictures that i lazy to upload all
but i manage to find time today to edit pics
and put them up in facebook.

it wasn't a regret to sleepover their place
and yes, i had fun
cam-whoring like how we used to back in the olden days.
* chey, mcm lamer nah gitu *

not much gossip telling
but then we still have fun laughing our ass off
specially with farah
* the 45 and 35 dollars thingy * - inside jokes

so yes,
it was worth goin there afterall.

- one more day to love's birthday -

*` it's heartbreaking knowing that you've change but you're doing fine now *

Sunday was another splendid weekend for me !
:DD

i gotta spent time at dearest's house
with his family and relatives.
had karaoke session with them
and eating session was the most cannot carry one.
i forgot how many times i've ate yesterday.
giler i tell you.
:PP

and then around 8pm
we head to CDANS at Bukit Batok to play bowling.
heeee ((:

at first i almost gave up cause i sucks at bowling.
and i aint' a bowler, i tell you.
so abit mcm paham ah.
and then, the second game onwards i think im doing great already.

it was so pressurizing when people keep on saying this and that.
but since im saving my face,
so i just play
and we had SIX MATCH in total!
hahahah :DD

from idk how to play,
now can consider no longer the beginner stage ah!
hahaha.
i was quite impressed with myself though
and boyfy keep one saying I DOPE!
wth? -_-
ahhahaha.

so yeah,
and head home around 3 am plus.
it was tiring but i feel euphoric.
so cut the whining a bit
(:

so thats for Sunday.

MONDAY!

monday will forever be monday blue.
i woke up nobody at home except first bro.
itu pun he semangat want to go out already.
wth.

i rot at home today
and not knowing what to do
and since i woke up at 1plus pm,
i go do something productive.

for the very first time i clean Roxy's home on my own.
hahaha.
without love's help of course.
-_-
he is busy at his cousin's place for some family gathering.

house is so messy
that it just have to ruin my mood when i woke up.
i fee sucks though.
and thats explain why i've been playing lappy since i woke up
cause i just lazy to clean up the mess.
i feel so tired and lethargic.
and yes, im super hungry.
im STARVING !
:/

i wish i have go to aunty's place or somewhere
rather than staying here.
tsk.
or mayb spent time with beloved bestfriend.
chis bedebah tut tut betul la.
geramm.

ahh wells.
i end it here then.
im so tired and mashed up
-_-

btw,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

and and and

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DINIE FARIS.
i feel sad cause i didn't meet him
and yes family come first blablabla...

ahhh i just don't have mood.

goodbye.

what a good start for my first week of holiday eh?

Love, FERRA

*` i wish upon the star that we can ... *

yay! finally the long holiday have kicked in!
im excited and i still gotta find a decent job for myself.
i hope i can find one at causeway point.
i very lazy to travel so far.

and whatsnot, i'll be busy practicing for dancework
so i need a job that is near, so i can travel to Rp and my work place easily.

anyhoos, im at my aunty's place now.
chilling and eating and lepak-ing.
heee ((:
suppose to meet boyfy but wells.

i hope next week boyfy can follow my family to Jb
cause will be having family gathering
and eating and taboo games again.
:P
hope he can make it and so is Paka.

sad that paka cannot follow me to my aunty place today
but she have her school stuff she need to handle.
and yes, she's not use to my family yet.
):

ahh, till here then.
and im working on my blogshop.
there is just so many things i need to let go.
heee (:

so i hope people will give me support ok?
till here then,

toodles.

Love, FERRA
(:

*` i wish i could be the girl with no worries and just happiness that lies around me*

*` though i hate some of my candid, but this can be considered good *

so finally get the chance to go town with boyfy
if not we will be very busy with school and dance.
and since today there's Funkamania Competition at NUS
i took this chance to go out with him.
or else, we will seldom go out on weekends.

and i mean really GO OUT,and not spending time at his house
but nonetheless, i miss spending time with his parents all.
((:

and yes, boyfy is forever stubborn.
i know he know what i mean here
-_-

anyways, SGC GET INTO THE FINALS!!!
WOOOHOOOO!
DOPESHIT OR WHAT?!
TEEEHEEEHEEE :PPP

but sadly, no pictures taking with the whole crew
cause we left the place early since we were so hungry
so we decided to go first and not wait for the results.

Congrats to the SGC Funka's Team!
:DD
heeeee ((:

and yes, there's a very sad news here.
one of Roxy's baby died
because because because ...
SHE ATE HER OWN CHILD!
HOW CRUEL!!!!!
:///

i'm so sad )):
but then, i think its partly my fault
cause i didnt put enough food
cause previously before she gave birth, she eat a little bit
now, at night i put carrot by morning around 9am, the food all gone!

and i think she's very hungry this morning thats why she ate her child.
sighhh )):
but now, i store food alot for her in her cage already
and the cute thing is that, she will bring all her food and store them in her little green house.
hahaha.

i think she's scared we disturb her babies
that's why she do that.
but still, i love Roxy even though she's not a VIRGIN!
tsk -_-

ok till here then, toodles
and have a happy weekends.
im wondering if i should stay home tmr, or go out with Paka or go to boyfy's place.
hmphhh :??

and yes, bros coming home few hours from now
i hope my little hamster wont get scared to see them.
hahaha :P

ok, goodnight.

Love, FERRA
(:

OMG!

ROXY, MY DARLING HAMSTER HAVE TWINSSS BABY!!!!!

IM EXCITED & SCARED !!!

://

and i dont know how , why and when.
it's this morning, and Pak called me during 1st breakout.
i thought Roxy is dead or what.
hahaha :DDD

i want the babiessss.

this mean, bigger cage!
phewwww.
-__-

toodles.
i need to learn how to take care of them alrdy.

poor thing, im not there to watch her deliver the babies ):

tuesday, 13th January 2009

i went to dance lesson yesterday after quite sometimes
and yes, few changes were made
we haveta run around woodlands and then around the school
it was super duper tiring & exhausting
tummy was so painful due to the sudden change
and thank god boyfy was there to accompany me all along
and so were the other dance mates.
so it wasn't that bad cause i manage to pull through it and came back to school safely.
the thought of giving up was there, but nahhh.
heee ((:

and after that had another one hour of bboy lesson
we learnt air freezee!
wooohooo!!!
i like it though.
it was so much fun, though abit scary

and yes, i wish to do it again.
though it was tiring but still i enjoyed larry's lesson
thank god, boyfy make me stay
or should i say, i force myself to stay?
hahaha :DD

so that's about ytd.

Monday, 11 January 2009

went to pet shop to get my baby hamster,
whom i call ROXY
for her foods, bedding and bathing sand.
me and boyfy was super excited la!
haha
and paka tooo.

Karina Nadiah, bro's good friend
is so generous to trust me to take care of her hamster
well, she have alot at home
and her mom take care of them, so yes.
i asked from her if can give me one.
and im happy to have Roxy.

such a good entertainment!
hahaha :D

so yes,
and we bought her a new playground.
haha
super cute.

Sunday, 11 January 2009

paka asked me out
haha :D
we met her friend, Ng Min
she's nice and all uh
and paka treat us lunch
so we had nasi Ayam Penyet RIA at Lucky Plaza

and us forgetting that it was Sunday,
and you know its maids day-out
the place was packed and crowded
but still we had good foood!
heee ((:

and then paka got her bag from Ng Min
and she bought this top from Depression at Far East.
and she got me a necklace at Forever 21 and
a cotton on sort of 'vest-cardigans' .
heee, so that explains why i'm happy.

thank you dearest Paka!
and after that met Arie,
and he treat us dinner!
hahaha.

so i really enjoyed my weekends.

and am looking forward to this weekened
bro's coming back
and mayb mom too.
and yes, need some talk about someone to that bro of mine.

need to knock some sense to his head.
like kena voodooo already.
tsk -_-

forget it,
till here then.

toodles and have fun.

Love, FERRA
((:

*` what we want have been fullfilled *

so after tired from the hip hop competition held in RP
we went to the nearest park at my house area
to moon gazing.

at first it was such a disappointment cause we cannot even see any stars
as the red clouds are covering it all,
and it seems like it gonna rain.
but then we decided to wait till we spot the first star
but still cannot locate them through the telescope.

and we waited till the passing clouds pass by
and there we saw the mooon!!!!
we were so excited like usual.
and since we've been wanted to look at the moon close up,
cause all this while whenever we go star gazing we manage to see the stars only.

and today is our lucky day!
i swear the mooon is so so so beautiful
it's like sparkling, even though there's craters
and it's not smooth at all,
even the edges are rough
if you can see it with your own eyes,
im sure you gonna love.
it is just so so so so gorgeous.

and boyfy got to take a snap of it,
through the telescope.
and taaaadaaaa!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

beautiful right, right?
heeee
((:

and we actually use the more closer lens,
and you can really see the rocky surface
i tell you.
arrrghhh, gerammm!
i wanna go to the moon!
hahaha :PP

so yes,
we are the happy kids on earth.
heee
((:

im super excited cn?
whats more boyfy,
he's the one that go
' wow! you its so nice. wow!'
-_-

and this is just a random pic of me in the afternooon.
heee.
pardon me aite.

till here then,
goodnight.
and have a good weekend people
:))

Love, FERRA

* i hope i still mean something to you like i did last time *

today we do not have an official practice
due to tomorrow's hip hop competition going on in RP,
organized by SGC.
so everyone is quite busy helping out and stuff,
and there was stage blocking and runs going on.

what me and boyfy did was,
we go to dance studio and learn new choreo.
since we're not involved in the thing and we got no task to do,
we dance at studio.
its better that way, i hate to see some irritating faces.
they're disgust me alot.
;/

oh,i miss the girlfriends alot.
idk if they realised it or not,
but seems like everyone is minding their own things.
i hope they give me chance to talk to them
and we do things we did.
gossips, sleepovers and shopping together.
i do miss the barbies alot.
):

and yes, i don't think i'll be spending this weekend with boyfy's fam
cause tmr we will be busy with sch event and
sunday i need to do some cleaning.
so guess, i'll be busy?

anyway, tmr will be the hip hop competition
whoever is reading my blog,
do come as guest or support any of your friend's team
so that we have crowds to support and make the event happening.

it will be at 3pm!
please do come cause SMC will be perfoming
and so SGC!
so yes, show some love ya'll.

plus it's RP's OPEN HOUSE!
there will be performances and many more exciting events,
so just let have fun and enjoy the weekends aite people?!
hope to see ya'll there
:PP

and oh! i'm gonna have my 11 weeks of holiday soon
if anyone of you overcome any vacancies at whoever workplace,
please let me know.
i need job, or i'll be bored sitting home.

i think that is all,
finally some proper update?
right, Paka?
:))

goodnight lovelies

ps:thanks Arie for the extension cable,
now i can blog at my room
:P

pps: i've been wanting to have colors extensions
but when i came back,
its like everyone almost have it on their hair.
tskk -_-

Love, FERRA

*` it's good to let it out *

i feel better now.

so so so much better now.

and seeing that BF * not referring to my boyfriend *
irks me alot
-_-

*` wish we can meet again soon *

Happy New Year
and
Merry Christmas!
:D

i know it's a bit too late,
but what the heck.
i'm back from Indo and Malaysia.

blogging now cause i cannot sleep
and

i have to stay awake or i'll be late to school, forever.

i misss the people here

and misss the miss kecoh, paka
and the bestfriend, farain
and the lovelies, hip hop mates.
heeee ((:

and specially that boy,the ophir guy ....
:PP

he's otw here already,
will be fetching me
and after school will probably go out with paka and arie.
that if their plan is not cancel yet.

ahh it feels good to be home.
heee.
boyfy came over yesterday,
and im glad to meet him.

but after 3 weeks of not meeting,
i suddendly feel weird and idk what to talk to him.
funny i tell you.
and yes, shy to see him.
hurhur, * monyet *

anyway, till here.
im having upset stomach.

update more soon, lovelies.

ps: someone's turning 20, oh he's so old now. lol :D

Love, FERRA