pills & you;

*` if that's painful, remembering your past is even painful *

i just got to find out something
and yes, that something is somewhat i've felt before
and didn't wish for it to happen.
but since now, it's happening
i let everything fall into its own places.

i won't force neither will i stop.
if it is meant to be like this,
well be it and i don't wanna think about it.

anyhoos, dance come work is super tiring.
the girls always say to me i look really tired,
yes i am.
indeed very tired.
i shouldn't whine cause there's others who are tired also.

end of this month will be my last day of work.
wth!
hahaha.
i wanna find some other work place which offer higher pay
maybe i'll be more enthu to work like how Paka said.

ah wells, i guess i have to hit the sack now.
tomorrow work at 9am continue with dance till 9pm!
atleast better than working from 9am-9pm!
hahaha :D

alright, goodnight lovers.

Love, Ferra