pills & you;

*` if only we have this, i would want the two of us to go far away from here and live happily *

just awhile ago boyfy was here, right by my side.
just awhile ago he was here to help me do hamster's house.
just awhile ago he was here to accompany me to CWP.
just while ago we had a big argument which lead to a fight which lead to tears which lead to laughter.
just awhile ago i feel like i'm nothing but a burden to him.
just awhile ago i hurt him badly that he teared.
just awhile ago i nearly say things that i should n't even think and say at all.
just awhile ago i thought asking him over is really not a good idea at all.

and now, i know i sucks real bad.

i wish all these never happened if it wasn't for my stupidity and selfishness.
i wish that i could turn back time.
i wishhh...
sighhh...

it hurts me badly to hear all those words coming out from his mouth.
well i guess, since he know me better
i'm sure he mean what he have said.
and it hurts real bad...

ohh, this just sucks.
today is my BAD day.

and i just hate today.
Friday, 13th February 2009 !
ahhh, Friday the 13th!
WHAT THE HELL !!!
-_-
no wonder...

i'm gonna sleep now.
goodnight.

Love, Ferra