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i'll miss you, mom & dad.

Monday, February 16, 2009

*` the love i get since young is different from the love you showered me with now *

parents left this house, country about one hour ago.
seriously, i miss them already ):
i havent had enough of them yet, i want them here again like how we used to previous years.
i want their presence.
i miss them real badly now, i feel like follow them to Kl.

but i can't.
cause i got other commitments
such as work, dance and school.
sighh..

tomorrow will be back to cooking maggie.
no more mama's food, no more commenting about sinetron cinta fitri 3 with mama.
and there will be no more dad to ask me to find for him dvds so he can watch it at night.
grrrr ://

i dont know why i feel very sad now.
the house is so quiet now.
i rather listen to mom's talking abt BGR and nag abit about don't come home late blablabla
rather than having a very quiet house, it doesn't feel good.

and at night, i will be hiding under my blanket again
cause i'm scared if i ever see anything in the darkness.
at least if there is her, there will be someone for me to hug too
and i never feel scared to sleep without even using blanket.

and yes, i havent had a good long chat with dad.
i regret going dance just now.
at least i can spent more time with him...
))':
sighhh.
i wanna follow them to Kl ....

now they're otw there already,
hope they have a safe journey and reach there safely.

and yes, i don't feel like goin work again
or should i say i don't want to work?
it's tiring and just exhausting.
waking up early and blablabla.

and dance so far is ok for me.
i need to buck up alot and yes, more things need to be done.

on valentines day, i finished work at 2pm.
and after that head home.
last minute boyfy asked me out around 6pm plus.
so we went out, mom let us use the car
so we went to ECP to just walk and talk.
and order Mcd Drive through.
and yes, it was just a simple date.
and no balloon no nothing but just sincereity.
(:

and yes on Sunday,
my beloved bro the first one
got Gold Medal for the Sea games selection competition.
almost the entire big family of mine was there to watched and witnessed it.
so by end of this month he will be going to Hong Kong to represent Spore
and insyallah, if he win again he get to go Vietnam for SEA Game 09!
:DDD

i'm so proud and happy for him
and finally his dreams come through.
and so everyone is happy for him and wish him all the best
(:
i hope nobody or nothing will stop him from fulfilling his dreams.

so yes, that's about it.
i'm kinda tired to blog these few days.
its just so tiring.

and yes, I MISS MY PARENTSS.
I WANT THEM HERE
I WANT THEM BACK
I JUST WANT THEM AND NOTHING ELSE !!!
:'(((((((

goodnight.

Love, Ferra