pills & you;

*` no matter how hard i tried, it will be back to square one *

had mini ride on mum's car with boyfy
yes with mom consent of cause.
(:

we went over to ikea
to just take a walk and spend time together,dating.
and then we head to downtown east ( escape ) to check if it's open or not.
and yes, prolly going there tmr or thurs IF it's open.
since i got free tix from dearest Pak.
heeee.

and then thought of dropping by to bestfriend's house
but since mum said i have to reached home early
cause she need to use it,
so we head home.

it feels so good to meet him.
and i'm going Kl this weekend with mom.
hope he can follow, or whoever want to follow.
haha.
so i won't be bored there w/o frens.
sighhhh...

i seriously need to help boyfy's family already
before things get worst.
it make me feel sad to see him just now.
he's like so innocent and caught in between.
i'll help,no worries.
(:

and yes,
i got new vintage sort of skirt
thanks to Fanny, Pak's fren
and it is so adorable can?! :P
i LOIKE!!!

alright till here,
wanna have my late dinner.
haha.
i realised i havent been eating since morning.
-__-

ok,bye.

Love, FERRA

and yes im feeling, NUMB.

*` there is nothing i can possibly compare you to;
even when there is lightning you will be there for me *

woah!
so much for blogging nowadays.

just a few seconds ago,
i realised today is 29th March.

which means 27th march is two days ago,
and i swear i only remember my bestfriend's bday
i didnt even realised our monthsary falls on the same date.

booohooohoo!

and now, i have a hard time.
i don't even remember how long we've been together.
omggg.

i'm sucha loser.
haha :D

woah! unbelievable.
and yes, not the first time i forget though.
lol :DD

i was with him on 27th,
busy dancing at RP,TRCC.

but still on that day,
i remembered very well
we HAD LOTSA FUN!

teeeheeheee (:

so got nothing to regret or loose,
but still i love him much.

till here ( it's 4.32am already )

goodnight,
or goodmorning?
watever.

ps: he's down with high fever, sighh.

Love, FERRA

anyone even bother to turn off the lights?
haha.

guess,my house did participate in Earth Hour
simply cause, me and paka went over to my auntie's new house.
and our home is in Total Darkness when we reached home at 11 pm!

too much for Earth Hour huh?
we actually contributed extra hour for it,
semangat.

nyehehe
((:

Love,FERRA

i hope this make your day
(:

goodnight lovelies.

Love, FERRA
(:

*` you're my bestfriend & my everything in this whole wide world *

Happy 19th Birthday, Nur Farain bte Ismail
:D

you know

i love you ever since we're fourteen,
i love sleeping over your house every time,
i love talking to you at night about our future,
i love gossiping with you about our other friends,
i love crying with you while watching Hindi movies.

whatever it is,
i love you with all my heart
and
you can never be replace no matter what.

I love you alot,
and i've got something for you
from me and Dinie.

see you when i see you,
and i know im not the first one to wish you.
but still,

Happy 19th Birthday, Miss POSH !

:DDDD

Love,
FERRA or your (IFA)
:D

*` let yourself loose cause that will make you very euphoric *

i'm happy,
as long as you're happy.

and you know,
i'm sincere.

friends, family & lover,
i'll always have your back.

in good or bad times,
cause i love you so.

till the next post
(:

Love, FERRA

you make my day,
everytime

even if you think you fail.

(:

the most glamourous princess i've ever seen,
and that is you Cempaka Ayu Rizkiani !

THIS IS SO WOW !

:DD

susah,seneng semuanya aku jalanin - Jani

i still think Tentang Dia is the best
& Ada Apa Dengan Cinta is the bestest.

Work Interview Later,
and
Lack Of Sleep Now!

DOOOM
-_-

Love, FERRA

and i don't wanna care about others,
anymore.

Love, Ferra

got this from darling eera's blog.

haha

i didnt realised i have this picture until i saw it just one minute ago.

OMGGGG!!!

this is sooooo ...

yuuuckkk.

LOL :D

ok, goodnight!

*` it's rare to have days like this now,

and i'm grateful to have spent that one day with you *

i am not very sure if this is gonna be a proper update,

but im very sure that my blog is rotting.

haha,

so before it actually rot i shall post about our thursday picnic.

we had mini picnic at Pasir Ris Park,

with simple food and just chill.

it's been a long time since we really chill.

lol ;D

and yes, thats about it.

more pics will be uploaded at facebook,

if im hardworking enough.

heeee ((:

alright till here,

need to continue working on my online shopping

i hope it's gonna be up and running soon.

heee.

and hope ya'll give me your sincere support.

goodnight

and yes, glad to meet him all dark now,

because of pulau bukom.

haha :D

Love, FERRA

finally meet my dearest boyfriend after five days?
haha :D
so glad to meet him, it felt like ages since we had a good laughter.
and today can be describe as blessings in disguise.
heee (:

was kinds cranky for the past few days
plus the feeling of getting fever is so not nice.
like usual, cold in the inside hot on the outside.

met him at Bugis and we do some shopping together.
it's been ages since i pamper myself with shopping
and going out with him, i mean really go out and shop and talk and eat and joke.

so i spent quite alot today though,
hurr.
and i so want the shoe and beanie that we saw.
and he said he will get it for meee.
nyehehe.
hopefully i get them, those sexaye stuffs.
((:

boyfy bought for himself a shoe,
im sure can fit him perfectly :P
other than that, i love what i have bought today
and cannot wait to wear them (:

sch reopen, means more clothes!
yay-nesss !
:D

and i'm a happy girl,
today is almost close to perfect
thank you muhd dinie faris (:

im grateful to have a bf whom i can trust
and is there for me be it when im sad or happy.
and accept me for who i really am.

and had a good talk too with him,
and idk how to describe the feeling that i had ytd
but he somehow make me feel better.

and yep, there's tones of pics!
haha
stupid faces of us,
heeee.

and before heading home
we went to his aunt's home at wdlds for snack
and collect his pay.

and currently at my aunty's crib
gonna babysit my darling cutey pie, qidah
and prolly bringing her along tmr to collect my laptop.
thanks boyfy for willingly accompany me tmr
(:

thats all folks,
nothing much
but i swear today is the most wonderful day i had compared to the other wonderful days.
till here, Goodnight.

Love, FERRA
((((:

*` my first ever competition and im feeling hyped and never wanna stop grooving *

weeee!!!!! :DDD
DANCEWORKS IS OVERRRR!!!!
YEAH BAYBEH!!!!
OMGGGGG THIS IS THE TIME IVE BEEN WAITING FORRR!
:DD

though i will miss the everyday's practices
but still, i had fun during the practices and on the actual day itself.
ok mayb i screwed up abit, but oh wellls.
i dun care, and i had FUN!!!
wooohhoooo!!!

boyfy was there to accompany me since morning,
and yes thanks alot dear for following me
and w/o u i think i'll get nervous-breakdown.
haha.

and the crowd was mind-blowing.
though there's some exceptional part
EHEM-EHEM
( you and i know la ok love :PPP )

mayb we didnt win or get into finals,
but heck.
we all had fun and thats the most important things.
and guess wat, out tshirt design get into top 8.
that is an achievement as well.

Busta Groovaz, you all had put up your 100% there,
and dont feel bad
cause each and everyone of you have make the others proud
and we all were super hyped , so nothing matters more
((:
i love you all, ya holla ! ( ZW fav quote )

pics will be uploaded soon ennough,
when i get them all.
heee (:
for now just this some random pic boyfy took of me out of randomness
with all the funny facesss.
hahaha XD

and now, i gotta concentrate on my dance exam will be in 3 weeks time i guess?
oh yes, say boyfy choreo.
he's super duper dope can?!!!
hahaha.
i love youu alot love.

and yes, to whoever it may concern
the seniors all,
thanks for your encouragement and support and helpp.
truly appreciated ((:

till here then, update more sooon.

Love, FERRA
(:

*` plus zhiwen, cheryl, aini, aminah & natashah we'be been through alot and today is the day to prove them all what we've got *

so the day have arrived.

( cheng cheng cheng ! )

now is early as 8.42am.

haha.

i had the most sleepless night yesterday.

i just can't get myself to sleep

and that explains the early waking up.

and i hope noone is late though,

specially dearest aminah.

heee (:

i hope they;re as excited like me.

haha.

cause i am excited

and hope we put up a good performance there, later.

though there's internal conflicts between us,

i hope everything go smoothly today

and everyone forget about it and just have funn like we always do

:DD

and i thank those who have helped us with danceworks and everything

be it, just by commenting (though people say talk is cheap) but it's better than just showing us your pathetic face and become a loser like you are already now.

:PP

yes, those who wanna come down and watch

it is outside Plaza Singapura, Dhoby Ghaut

start at 3pm, i think?

or 3.30pm.

somewhere there.

lol.

so yes, seee you all soon.

and to my Busta Groovaz!

i love you all ((:

let's just give it all out and have fun on the stage.

and if they think we suck,

well at leas, we did try our best out there

(:

Love, Ferra

*` if i were given a chance, i would want us to be like last time *

dance have been taking up my time for the past few days.
almost everyday i went out for practices to School.
and for two days have been having runs and runs and runs non-stop.
and yes, we're all are tired.

but well, since now its 12.30pm
so left one more day for Danceworks!
woohooo :D
i cannot wait, i so wanna get over this already.
hahaha XD

tomorrow will be having another last min prac
and most probably will end earlier
and urgh, i so don't like spending time make-up and all.
hahah :P

so danceworks! will be held outside plaza sing.
and if i'm not wrong it will start at either 3 or 3:30,
something like that.

alrite, sidetrack abit.

i'm feeling abit uneasy about us nowadays.
everything dont seem right.
and the thing is that,
i dun see him like how i see him last time.
get wat i mean?
no?
forget it.

alrite, should end it here already.
im tired
and before that boy show more attitude i better entertain him.

goodnight.

Love, Ferra